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Shae Sun James Aug 2011
sitting on the shoreline
the smell of low tide
encompasses your senses
fluttering eyes and steady breathing
the push and pull of the waves
rocks you to sleep
pull the water over your head
drowning in a sea of blankets
your fingers trace the folds
as they roll in in sets
crashing around your skull
memories flood into the crevices
tugging at your edges
they gush in like a fragmented dam
hitting the reef
blood swarms beneath your broken skin
your body gives way
eyes constantly fluttering open
and close
© SSJ 2011.
Shae Sun James Aug 2011
such sweet stippling
painted to perfection
your fresh face
in love and like
our altered age
distanced by difference
this conundrum
separated by space
© SSJ 2011.
Shae Sun James Apr 2011
the backyard is home to a field of flowers
amidst the roots the family dog discovers skeletons
the petals stick to themselves; the weeds spread
it's found that the flower-bed holds its secrets
with curiosity and wandering eyes comes a child
in innocence, he opens his arms only to receive pain

he drops to the earth, writhing in pain
his light form crushing the weeds and flowers
the dog barks at the screaming child
and tries to release him from the skeletons
the strength of their grasp is that of their secrets
you see the effects spread

across the child's skin they spread
his face warping under the pain
opening his mouth, he began releasing his secrets
telling only the ears of the crushed flowers
and the arms around him, those of the skeletons
look at the helpless child

the bones are engulfing the child
grabbing and pulling, faster they spread
the boy becomes one with the skeletons
he becomes one with his pain
his body sinks further down into the flowers
and the flowers promise to keep his secrets

the weeds overheard his secrets
the boy looks less and less of a child
as he settles in with the flowers
making room for him, the flowers spread
the suffering subsides, decreasing pain
he's almost as the skeletons

his body unites with the skeletons
the ***** age keeps his secrets
no longer is there pain
no longer is there a child
into the ground, his limbs spread
into the roots of the flowers

the pain no longer is in the child
because the skeletons stole his secrets
his bones spread among the flowers
© SSJ 2011.
Shae Sun James Feb 2011
it hits you in the coldest of winters
when the snow's so deep
you can't see your feet
the air is thin
so thin
that you just breathe in
and in
and in...
but nothing
the compression on your chest
cuts into your lungs
and you feel the tightness of your chest growing
the cold wet seeping in
through the soles of your boots
as the shivers travel up your spine
they reach your brain
and try to drag you under
your nails dig into life
grasping to hold on
with ****** hands
you find a rock
that rock is your safety
that rock gives you life
gasping for oxygen
the thin air pours into your soul
hold on to that rock
for that rock will get you to spring
in season's time the snow will melt
flowers will bloom from beneath the cold ground
the air regains its nourishment
and your lungs welcome it with gladness
the pigments of your skin flush with color
and the sun bakes the earth's crust
life pours back into your eyes
as light streams in through the cracks in the curtain
push them aside
for the morning dew brings new life
written to be spoken word poetry. © SSJ 2011.
Shae Sun James Dec 2010
your letter
i received it in the mail today
the letter of rejection
the same letter of regret
remorse
reckless
recklessness
it's like some sort of disease
it attacks you from the inside
travels to the outside
burrows itself into your skin
eating away at your soul
fighting through your tears
the pain you feel
confusion
feel it in every way
love is lost
not by your choice
but by his
find your voice
scream in the darkness
let yourself be found
let yourself back inside yourself
© SSJ 2010.
Shae Sun James Nov 2010
i will love you always
and i'll love you in all ways
love you past what's allowed
despite what my past cries aloud
i believe i've lost control altogether
because you've captured my mind
my heart
and soul all together
you have the steering wheel
the pedal
the brake
captivating
wonderful
and the power to break
©SSJ 2010
Shae Sun James Oct 2010
in the woods
i hear your voice
chasing the sound
through pathless leaves

on the hunt
to find your air
intoxicated
and lost between trees

i stumble around blindly
for a glint of baby blue
the glimmer in your eyes
has me weak at the knees

searching for your footsteps
along the forest floor
i become one with the fallen
the fallen in love
and the falling of leaves
© SSJ 2010
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