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Mar 9 · 76
sober
Shady Kay Mar 9
pushed through walls I thought I knew,
until they flew.

smoked flower and drank alcohol,
until I lost it all.

sang songs and danced to music,
until I got sick.

kept it locked up in my head,
until the words were said.
Shady Kay Mar 8
She was a book, not a girl
but her thoughts whirled.

Round and round like a ferris wheel,
never forgotten, but never real.

Falling and falling from the clouds,
then she crashed, screaming loud.

“Are you okay?” I say to her,
but she says nothing, not a word.

I turn her over, look for her face,
but see nothing but a book in its place.

I turn her pages, one by one,
until all the pages come undone.

She opens her eyes and looks at me,
then says, “I’m finally free.”
Mar 8 · 68
Free Rose
Shady Kay Mar 8
Freedom is free
and romance is rose.

Hardships will release
and life can be cozy.

Just hold onto hope
and keep on breathing.

You will see
each day is worth living.
2.23.25
Mar 8 · 81
The Little You
Shady Kay Mar 8
Breathe calmly,
as best you can.

Don’t forget
the lay of the land.

Remember your friends…
your family too.

And always think of
the little you.
2.16.25
Mar 8 · 687
Spiral Stare
Shady Kay Mar 8
he’s always there,
he’s never fair…

he’s itching to play
truth or dare…

but beware
of his spiral stare,
because his game
leads nowhere.
3.7.25
Dec 2024 · 288
again
Shady Kay Dec 2024
quiet down,
don’t make a sound

our time is up
so fill my cup

our time again
before it ends

mind’s on the mend
so don’t pretend

one foot in the realm,
one hand holds on tight.

heart’s at the helm,
gut’s in flight or fright

sun will shine,
rain will fall

shady
through it all
December 23, 2024 9:34 AM-10:14 AM
Dec 2024 · 319
tender
Shady Kay Dec 2024
lights are bright
fights are kind
out of sight yet in my mind
December 18, 2024 4:39-4:44 PM
Dec 2024 · 348
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Shady Kay Dec 2024
serendipitous & real,
touched through the screen.

everything else is surreal but
these flags are green.

ready to go
so keep this flow

serene.
December 17, 2024 @ 5:09 AM-5:27 AM
Dec 2020 · 1.3k
moment of clarity
Shady Kay Dec 2020
a black dream...
a stream
of c o n s c i o u s n e s s —
clears my fears
and pulls me through,
to where I

first
found
you.

past the surface,
down to the core.
finding my place
yet wanting more...

WHO
am i waiting for?
Nov 2020 · 996
fireworks
Shady Kay Nov 2020
gently pushed against a car,
intoxicated

been kissed before,
but not like this

could be the flutters
of a first kiss
July 2019
Jul 2019 · 885
walk
Shady Kay Jul 2019
I walk down our streets
dreaming of sleep

I walk through the past,
a sea of red flags

I walk with your body,
wanting your soul

I walk to the end,
ready to let go
Jul 2019 · 762
red light
Shady Kay Jul 2019
where there’s darkness there’s light, that’s what they say

but she’s heartless
and there was no light on saturday

how could she do this, how could she turn

w o r s e than those who damaged her?

no salvation, no “please,”
only devastation and scars no one will see

she’ll never have the life she planned in her dreams
Jan 2019 · 13
Mute Wishes
Shady Kay Jan 2019
They sit as if a string pulls
through their bodies
Some in shadow
Some in light

Waiting in a straight line,
They seem to have no end in sight.

The ability to sail
An ornate tail

In the distance
It's clear to see
nine or ten handmaids,
waiting to be set free.
Inspired by Paul Delvaux, The Village of Mermaids, 1942
Jan 2019 · 914
repeat
Shady Kay Jan 2019
they must be human,
they must have heart

but
they don't even start

when a head meets a brick wall.

in line, we wait
in line, they wait
for us to fall

they don't care

she says the world is ending,
they're scared.

maybe so

but I thought it ended
a long time ago

they came,
the sounds of our anticipated foe
they came,
what seems like forever ago

everyone's quiet, not a word

when can we scream!
death is so different from what it seemed

I walk for hours,
blend in the murmurs

I accept the deaths of my family,
not the murders

if I give in,
their black boots will stomp

in
different voices,
different skins,
different faces,

the same sins.
2010 - Inspired by Cesia Kingston Interview (United States Holocaust Memorial Museum Collection, Gift of the University of California, Los Angeles)
Jan 2019 · 834
aftermath
Shady Kay Jan 2019
there's a void inside,
where you lived

there's a thought inside
that fails to forgive

there's the blood that drips,
which I fail to admit

there's my heart I hear,
ready to drift
2014
Jan 2019 · 727
First Day
Shady Kay Jan 2019
He bites his nail,
she bites her lip.

He looks at her,
she looks at him.

They look away,
they're only ten.

The bell rings—
"Hi! I'm Ben..."
2014
Jan 2019 · 640
eigengrau
Shady Kay Jan 2019
our fears are like each other's,
if only we could talk.

always in disguise,
thoughts hidden with a lock.

against the starry sky

pushing,
pushing
away.

the wind blows,
the sky gives way.
2010
Jan 2019 · 601
Sick
Shady Kay Jan 2019
If you feel a little blue
and the sky's a strange hue
of a red-brown goo,
then you've probably got the flu.

If you see multiple views
while you're trying to poo
and the dog's about to moo,
then you've probably got the flu.

If you're holding a saw
to the man with the bra
and your llama has a monkey as a pa,
then you've definitely got the influenza.
2010
Jan 2019 · 961
fall
Shady Kay Jan 2019
the leaves
have emotion too.
they like to hang out,
they really do.

they don’t like being stepped on
they hate the

crunch.
2010

— The End —