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I stay hidden, away from the world
Unseen and unheard of
No one is here, no one can find me
I will stay as my life is taken
As I noticed, I am left alone
I wonder is someone will find me
My body is getting as cold as stone
L wonder, what is wrong with me?
I lay on the ground, looking at the sky
Those clouds are only dark above me
I will lay here, as I slowly die
It is starting to get hard to see
Now that I am lost, you do not have to care
Now that I am dead, you do not have to worry
Now that I am sleeping, you o not have to find me
Now that I am gone, you will not know I loved you.
The acorn worries little about the oak it will become
The tulip bulb nestles in the dark prepared to see the sun
For in the nature of these things is destiny's own seed
The force that spins the planet and hollows the river reed.
We are nature too, we come from dust, we come from stars
Like the oak is in the acorn Providence is ours

The swan is not yet graceful whilst traveling on land
Ah, but when she finds the water, she floats on nature planned
Watch the fuzzy caterpillar, keep him captive in your hand
But when destiny is done with him, he will flutter high above the land
What makes us think we are different or any less bestowed
With gifts that come embedded, that nurtured, will unfold?

Does the moon know it's own phases? Is the sun warmed by it's own light?
Is the hawk aware of it's gracefulness as it glides in perfect flight?
Does the apple tree yearn to apple, does the grass pray to grow?
Do the dolphins leap self-consciously, are they putting on a show?
Or is it only humankind, so aware of it's every move,
Too self-conscious to relax, and enter Nature's groove?

How do we quiet the persistent mind that insists that a plan we make
That maps out neatly, step by step, the course our lives will take?
How do we nurture what is in our nature and trust a greater force
To lead us simply by the heart and take a wiser course?
We will not find in books nor in tests exactly what to do
For what is in our hearts to try, is up to me and you.

We trust the force that is in the seed, that directs the night and day
But when it comes to our own lives, we had rather steer the way.
While we plan our lives and set our goals, can we reserve a place for grace?
And trust that in the greater scheme, we, too, have been set a place?
To all the powers that we hone, let us add an element of trust
That each of us are acorns, too, that there is an oak in all of us.
I cannot comfort you like you deserve. I cannot sympathize with you. I am not going to hold your hand and spare your feelings. I will not be able to say the right words. I am not some amazing girl that you read about in books. Song are not written about girls like me. I am not going to be able to encourage you or lift your spirits. So please, if you are looking for someone that is going to change you and make you a better person, keep looking. Because I will only drag you down with me.
Red is the colour
Of love and desire
A colour of passion
That is meant to inspire

When I return
I will bear a single red rose
To stand for the passion
The desire
That I have found

I will hold it's stem tight
In the palm of my hand
To stand for the love
The compassion
The joy
That I have finally found

But also to stand
For what I have endured
Years of being pushed away
Interrupted
Ignored

Years of being angry

Because when I return
I will give you the rose
As blood drips from my hand
Because every rose
Has its thorns
I am scared to fall
I am scared to get hurt
I am afraid that you will leave me
Without another word
You will not even tell me why
The only thing that you will leave me with
Is the word "Goodbye"
How will I deal?
What will I say?
All this will be to me
In another game that I do not have time to play
My heart is already broken
My heart is already worn
I need to find all the pieces
That you tore
Why did you do it?
What did I do this time?
I knew you would leave me
In a blink of an eye
It is funny what they said
If only you would have known
I have liked you since the day we met
You used to pick me up when I fell
Now, I am just another girl you used to know well
I love how we could share secrets
Maybe we still can
But first we should let both of our hearts mend
Did it really hurt you as much as it hurt me?
I guess that is just another thing we will have to see
I really do love you
I really do care
I just wish that I had the heart
That you decided to spare
Depression is a war
A battle against yourself
Every thought is a bullet
Every movement is a punch
Every word is a stab in the heart
Depression is a thief
It steals everything you once had
Everything left behind are the things that keep you trapped
Depression is a ******
It killed the girl I used to be
I look in the mirror
And I see this thing
Depression is a zombie
You are alive but dead
You are unaware of what is happening
You are the walking dead
Depression is a nightmare
You wake up into a Hell
You are afraid of living
Everything seems impossible to hear
Depression is an ocean
A sea of emotions
You are drowning everyday
However you are never saved
Depression is a bottomless pit
Never ending pain
Never ending struggles
There is no light
There is no escape
Depression is a war
You either win
Or you die trying
And I am afraid to say that I am losing
Woah, wherever do I think I'm going?
Don't know, these clothes are looking pretty showy
Ah, what am I to since nothing's going my way today?

Woah, good thing I didn't wear those heels
Although they always made me feel so tall
But now a casual look will keep me out of sight so I can do my own thing today

Stroll through the alley catching my sight everyday
Ah, this kind if feeling is making my heart pound
Then so suddenly a big gust of wind pushes right back on my hood
And everyone turns so quickly
In the end this weekend isn't going to be relaxing in the least

That's it I am quitting this life
Sure the pay is nothing to complain
My career is just painted with blue
I stand out today, they're looking this way
No more I am fleeing this life
All I've ever wanted was too much
Please stop looking at my face
But I took all these words and pocketed them away

Woah, it's been so long I can't remember
Don't know, I've stuck out like this since forever now
What am I to do since this is normal routine for me

Woah, I know I've heard this said before but
Don't know, the memory won't come
Oh my God, this is too much work just for a girl
But of course, I can never just speak honestly

Shouts fill the air so densely just looking for me
What's the big deal about meeting an idol
Oh hey don't this seem like a fun thing to do, I should've rethought
Cause in the end it turned out badly
But the spotlight then it seemed so bright
I really couldn't turn him down

Hey this life ain't all it had seemed
But those words are hanging on my tongue
Are they really as good as they say
I'm not very fun, why can't I just run
No more I am leaving this life
But those words just never come to life
God you're making me cry now
Yet I hold back the tears and pocketed them away

All this crying does you no good
Can't you hear the cheering from the crowd
All you ever wanted and more
In front of you now, so stand up, be proud
If this life is all it had seemed
Change it and just know you're not alone
Now go out there and show them what you really can do

Somehow singing isn't so bad
I can feel my chest about to burst
Overflowing through every note
I'll plunder your heart, make off with your heart
All those notes I've batted away
Fill this dream and fly straight out to you
Just remember to not blink
We'll be carrying on
Tomorrow is another day
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