I pray for you everyday
I think about you everyday
I feel bad everyday
For what I did to you
i dream everyday
about how it could've been
i remember you everyday
i fantasize everyday
about meeting you someday
i wish i could see you....
everyday

why do you stay?
can't you leave?
why do you grow?
can't you cease?
why do you cause death?
can't it be life?
why do you cause pain?
can't it be joy?

My friends are impossible
your impossible
my parents are impossible
she's impossible
my cousins are impossible
he's impossible
everyone's impossible
even me

Should i forgive you or
should i hate you?
should i desert you or
should i stay here?
should i call you or
leave the phone alone?
should i try to find you or
should i not?
should i apologise or
should i never?
should i hold you or
let you go?
should i make you leave or
make you stay?
should i go with you or
should i stay home?
should i let you talk or
should i walk away?
should i listen or  
should i cover my ears?
should i believe you or
should i doubt you?
what should i do?

am i sad or
am i happy?
am i fustrated or
am i fine?
am i full of hope
or full of sorrow?
am i depressed or
am i blissful?
i guess i'll never know
until He tells me so.

There is only 1thing
                         2 do
                         3 words
                         4 you
                   I LOVE YOU

My heart is a special thing
it can heal itself
it can do many things for me
it can hold my feelings
it can even hold a person!
these are the upsides,though
and with upsides comes downsides
so these are them
it can be taken
it holds my sorrow
and my fustrations
it holds my anger and confusion
and it holds me together