As I try to forget
I realize it's impossible
To erase the words of our duet

Nevertheless I keep trying all possibilities
From others to hate
And creating all kinds of hostilities

Defeat greets me at the end of each day
I am left when the thoughts of my heart
This love will never decay

Reminiscing on every bit of us
The care, love, understanding
And even the smallest stress

Every fragile memory
Dances in my head
And breaks my heart tenderly

While the pain disappears
Understanding grows
Maybe it's not as bad as it appears

Sometimes I'm lost
Left to wonder do you care
I'm the one who has to pay the cost
In my heart you'll find a tear

Sometimes I search
Someone take your place
Light me up like a torch
I need to solve this case

Sometimes I'm broken into pieces
I look to others to be mended
I think of you and the hurt increases
You, I've never really needed

Sometimes I'm confused
How can you just leave
I feel so abused
I'm whole, thats what I want to believe

Sometimes I'm empty
Someone fill these spaces, you?
So much uncertainty
How could you just forget us, I haven't a clue

Sometimes I'm ignorant
Not a single thing have I been told
Never recieved the slightest hint
I strive for the truth that you hold

Sometimes I wonder
What if you had been there
I know I can do without, still I ponder
Though sometimes the pain is almost to much to bare.

Sometimes I'm needing
Why weren't you there to minister auspices
My mascara is bleeding
But just like you, I make sure to leave no traces

Sometimes I see
Daughter and father
With me, this will never be
Recycling cognitation why do I bother?

I am a broken soul
You are super glue
I am brand new

I am unaware
You know every last detail
I am well taught

I am blind
You see every inch
I am able to see the inside

I am hurt
You are the healer of all
I am comforted

I am alone
You're always there
I am hand in hand with believers

I am unloved
You have loved from the start
I am covered in agape

I am misunderstood
You comprehend more than anyone is capable of
I am aprehended beyond reason

I am confused
You open minds
I am clear minded

I am underappreciated
You smile at your granted gifts being used
I am gratified

I am a sinner
You are the way, the truth, the life
I am saved

Let's go back to when we met
Occuring long ago
Viewing you on the stage
Everything about you seemed so untouchable

Little did I know
Our paths would cross again
Voices we would exchange
Eventually leading to an undeniable connection

Liking every second of our conversations
Obtaining everything under the sun
Validating my admiration for you
Enjoying every laugh we shared

Loosing all interest in others
Only to be caught up in you
Vast feelings growing quickly
Everytime we met

Letting go of our fears
Outcomes uncertain
Varying from heartache to love
Explaining all of this to be a risk

Looking back, I'm glad we took it
Obeying our hearts
Veering from concern into security
Enjoying every memory of us

Living our lifes together now
Occupying our days with eachother
Very hopeful about the future
Excited by our possible trip into love

Love is the best feeling
A small word that is so strong
And so heart breaking if used wrong
But when right, so thrilling

True love is hard to discover
If you are chasing after it
You only find false love and want to quit
Just bouncing from lover to lover

You have to let love find you
By simply letting go
Give God the wheel even if He's driving slow
After all, patience is virtue

You'll know when its right
You can't help but fall
You'll feel like you have it all
And when you do, hold on tight

Treat all the moments like fairytales
Remember love is not a game,
Love is not tame
And love never fails

We walk by faith, not by sight
What did Paul mean?
We walk in the dark with God as our light
We believe in the things unseen

Faith is the substance of things hoped for
Longing for a better country-a heavenly one
Will help us rely on God more
And walk in the footsteps of His son

Faith is the evidence of things not seen
Believing God is everywhere
Helping us stay clean
With faith in Him, nothing can cause a scare

Faith is true belief in the Lord
Letting Him take the wheel
Hanging onto Him as if he is your last cord
Trusting Him for more than blessing your meal

Without faith it is impossible to please Him,
Impossible to see His best
So who wouldn't want to go out on that limb
And take everything as His simple test

With faith we can say 'it is well with my soul'
We can feel happiness, even down deep
Knowing He is in control
So faith, you should always keep

You're what I long for
A hole in my heart, he has tore
You say you love me
But so does he

You're everything I love
He thinks I'm sent from above
You told me to wait it out and see
He doesn't think he wasted his time on me

We grew so close, you and I
I use to think he was the guy
You push me away
Without me he doesn't want to go a day

You were something new
His love for me is overdue
You feel its not right anymore
He claims its me he will forever adore

You were the one I wanted to win
But to him I always say 'remember when'
So what they say is true, I admit
You always want what you can't get

We sit here and ponder
On whether we should be take a chance
So our minds wonder
Cause we can't honestly know from the first glance

We only want God's will
But tell me how to know
Cause that's all I want to fulfill
So are we meant to grow

We are so great as one
At least that's what people say
We didn't want this when it begun
So how do we know what God wants us to portray

We are both indecisive
Forever in my heart , your name in engraved
So why isn't it incisive
Maybe we just need to be brave

Love is a beautiful thing
Butterflies turning into sparks
No where near a fling
Carvings on trees act as their beauty marks

Love maybe be beautiful and inspiring
But we find it confusing
Yet it shouldn't be expiring
Stay next to me for the moments we shouldn't be loosing

Love's beauty is undeniable
Completely amazing
Sincerely indescribable
There is not enough words for its phrasing

The beauty of love is true
Present all day
Especially when I'm tangled in you
Hoping our love will never decay

Love is a beautiful thing
Sneaky and nonchalant
We're secretively contemplating not pursuing because of pain that distance may bring
Resulting in the loss of love's beauty, is that what we honestly want

My love for you is like a flame
Burning so bright the whole world can see
So wild it can't be tamed
How much do you love me?
So much that the number can't be named?

I want to stay this way
Everyday is so wonderful
Especially every moment I hear you say
"I love you", those words are like a tool
Fixing everything, so stay with me forever and a day

I have something to confess
I think I could be falling
But, that would create a mess
So I won't say a thing

Don't get me wrong
I'll write it all down
Maybe even in a song
In that sense, I'll tell the whole town

Just not you
I won't even say who it is
That would cause drama, so I won't even give a clue
Though it could be a big opportunity I'd miss

However if you guess
I might tell you
I just don't want to cause stress
You may not even think its true

For now I'll keep quiet
So that way you stay by my side
Until i think you'll buy it
Praying for the moment that we will finally collide

That would be a dream come true
Its a real fantasy in my eyes
I'd **** to be with you
None of this is lies

So please collide
Crash Into me
Like an overwhelming tide
Oh what a love that would be

You broke my heart
Too many times
I never wanted to be apart
But you keep committing the same crimes

You said you'd never hurt me
But you have so much
Happy together,I just wanted us to be
But how can we have a relationship as such

You meant everything
It kills me to keep you around
Did I even mean something
For failure, we were bound

You keep playing your game
I'll keep dying inside
This time its not me to blame
I'm not the one who lied

So I try to keep away
As I piece my heart together
Some day I'll be okay
Only, I'll be as delicate as a feather

Mom, how have you been?
I can't believe its been so long
All the memories in my head spin
As I sing this 'I Miss You' song

Its still so hard to believe
You're not coming back to me
True happiness is hard to achieve
When I think how can this be?

Though you're my gaurdian angel flying high
I'd rather you be here
But I know God does not lie
This is how its meant to be and you're both near

It was our fate
Now we just have to learn
No matter what we wont truly seperate
Still for your embrace I yearn

Mommie, I love you
God had a good reason
Just know that it was for the best , thats true
He said for everything there's a season

I have to accept your time has came and gone
Before mine really began
Now we're both where we belong
Not going to forget , but I'm going to slowly get over this tragedy , I know I can

Promise me one thing now
Not to be sad
Because you're here somehow
For that I'm glad

Put a smile on your face
Your baby girl is protected by God's embrace
And is growing at a fast pace
Focusing on the beauty of grace

I'll see you in my dreams tonight
It'll be as if its real
I'll hold you tight
So the hole in my chest will finally seal