You asked me that night if I'm moving on from someone, I wasn't.
And it turns out, you became that someone, 'cause now I'm trying my hardest to move on from you
I'm in this crowded place
but all I could think of is your pretty face
Looking through the videos and photos of us as if looking at them would bring you back to me, bring me back to your arms where I felt safe, where I felt like I'm ******* floating in the air, getting lost in those eyes
I'm singing my heart out through all these songs they're playing, drinking out the pain that I caused myself for falling for someone I can never have, for falling for someone who can never love me back for he's loving someone else turning me into this sad, sad girl
You asked me that night if I'm gonna be okay and I said yes
But the truth is, I'm not, knowing that you're not, that there's this girl who ******* broke your heart and there's this strong desire in me that just wants to pick the pieces up with you, and make you whole again and love you the way you deserve to be loved, and make you stay whole
Every part of you I memorized, I left marks on your body just to make sure you won't forget about me, but like those temporary marks I'd be gone from your thoughts, I'd be gone.
I fell in love and that's just the truth and I couldn't wish for more but for that truth to be telling something else but that's just how it is
Not that I did that on purpose, not that I intentionally fell in love with you, not that I intentionally felt those butterflies whenever you gave me those little kisses
I hated all those biting that you did but the deep down I loved them, for they were some attention you gave while you're here, while we're in that bed, while you were with me
I forced myself to put on a smile the last night that we were together
Just so you wouldn't worry about me, I didn't wanna add up to what you're already dealing with but **** babe
It felt like, while walking away, ripping my own heart from my own chest to pathetically try to make it beat to keep me alive, cause leaving that room, knowing that it'll be the last time for me to touch you, to kiss you is like killing myself
And I know myself so well that I know, I'll be dead inside from now on, cause you make me feel alive
You make my heart race baby, but I guess this is the end of the race for me, I lost, I lost when I ******* betted all my heart on it