You don't seem to understand
The pain you are causing to your
baby and I.
We have not disappeared,
We are still here.

It seems like it's easy for you to
Ignore us, to hurt us;
Like the past 6 years with me
Were nothing, just gone, thrown.

You clearly understand how we go
to bed at night, Pillow soaked in tears and puffy red eyes, still we are brushed to the side like we don't matter and it's a stab to my heart.

I'm clearly the fool, I fell inlove with you, were you even in love too?
I gave you my heart and all that I am,
I gave you my life and all of my time.

Now I'm just slowly breaking into tiny little pieces, a pain I have never felt before.
I'd like to be happy and fake a smile but how can I when I'm so torn.

I gave you my heart and you just tore it apart.

I used to think you were the one,
I used to want to be with you all this time.
It seems that only I used to think, used to wish, to be with you, while you...
You wouldn't think the same, I didn't know what went through your mind,
Though I wish you could say.

Now I sit here, not knowing how I feel,
I hear nothing from you and all I do is cry.
Even though I'm not alone, now a bit of you lives in me, yet you knowing this, all you did was run away and now I'm wondering.

Will you come back and stay with our baby and I?

Will you stay back and just leave us behind?

I used to think more of you, but now I'm here and I don't know what to do.

See that girl that seems so strong but you don't know.
She smiles at you with glee so true and you can't help but smile too.
She cries inside all day and night, battling things inside her mind; wishing, hoping that something will change in her life.

She comes to me, eyes filled with tears, looking for hope, wanting to make her see not all is lost.
Open yourself to the world that we are in, don't close it down inside a worn shell, trust what you see love can be real, don't dwell so much in non-existent fears.

Just grab my hand I'll guide your sight to wonderful things ahead.
Don't be afraid, just have some faith that all that is here will someday change.

Answer me why
When I am away
You act all strange
Indifferent to the things I say.

Answer me why
When I am close
You love me more
Hold me tight
And never let go.

Share with me
What goes through your mind
Seems so confusing
When you don't let me inside.

We've been together for a long time
Share your thoughts,
Your wishes,
What you most desire.

Open your heart,
I will keep it warm.
Why not trust
The one that you love,
The one that won't hurt you
And will only hold you close.

How beautiful can feelings be
To just hear my heart skip a beat,
all it needs is the thought of you,
Or your touch against my skin.
Impressive how mesmerising
someone can become,
Once a stranger, now a love.
I'm captivated by the way you look at me,
As if I were the one bewitching you here.
Lighting bolts go through
your soul and mine,
connecting them more each time.
Could this be a sign?
Happiness could be so many things,
So many people we meet,
Just by sharing
Incredible memories.

There are so many thoughts in my head,
some I wish they weren't there.
My heart keeps pondering over them,
while I try to forget.
When will things clarify,
I can't keep doing this to my heart.
Even though I seem strong,
you don't know how easy it is
for me to fall.
I'm scared of falling where
I might never come back.
It doesn't seem too far,
from where I'm sat.
Just hold my hand and
I'll know it will be fine,
that you won't leave my side,
that you'll let me feel safe
In your arms.

Bottled up feelings
inside my heart
make my heart ponder
breaking it down.

How long will this agony go on?

This battle unravelling
between my thoughts
where have all the
happy memories gone?

Thinking of you
makes me wonder
what goes through your mind?
Don't leave me in the shadows,
enlighten my path.

Give me a sign
of what is to happen.
I just can't keep going
with a black fold
around my eyes.

Give me your hand
and guide my way
back into the place
where all the love lays,
and lets stay there
until there are no more days.