you were a stranger to me
i didnt want to know you
i didnt want to understand you
i kept running away from you
one day i succeeded
chains off
i was happy
but
all roads led me to your grave
i realised my mistake
but i am a whole new person
i cant resurrect you
i should have loved you
i should have cared
alas you are dead and gone
six feet deep
so au revoir what couldve been
from the present to the past

love is quirky
for i'm attracted to you
like flies to ****

you're upside down
lying on your back
each breath you take could be your last
you're in my hands fighting death with all your might
i know you're going to die
and i can't do anything about
i can't tell you it's going to be alright
because it's not
i wish you could hear me
all the what ifs start running through my head
don't be afraid you'll be in a better place
close your eyes inhale one last time
i will not cry that you're gone
i will smile that you were and still are a part of me
i guess this is it
i'm leaving now
if you love something let it go they say
now go to sleep my dear
for heaven could use someone like you
goodnight eternal dreams
we'll see each other up there one day

poetry
it's free therapy

there's nothing wrong being sensitive.
it just shows me you are not a robot.

bees without stings
sharks without teeth
bulls without horns
humans without minds

a hellish nightmare i had
where i lived in a world populated by zombies
where people cared not for others
where dreams were not meant to be pursued
where hope of a better life crushed again and again
where solace was sought in the alleys of hell
where people lived to die and hoped they died to live
and then i fell asleep