Meeting you was God's will..
Granting you access into my world was a choice,
Dating you was a mistake..
but
Loving you was beyond my control..!

~cece~

Meeting you was God's will..
Granting you access into my world was a choice,
Dating you was a mistake..
but
Loving you was beyond my control..!

~cece~

I acknowledge the consequences of keeping you,
my mind implies too many things
and my heart says otherwise-one thing.
Had i not hugged,kissed and touched you the last time we met
perhaps my theoretical decision would come lightly,
because when  put in practice,i die of the good memories.

If you could stop mesmerizing me now,
possibly i will walk away and let you go..


But yet i blame you for misleading me,
i came into this relationship without LOve-Proof
and luck was on you,
you shot me into my ***** interest
and i drowned in a pool of blood.


Now that you have disclosed every hindering detail,
i can tell by the tone of your voice ,that you are unhappy.
i know how much she means to you and
how passionately you love her,
she is family,
and family comes first.

So you claim to love me,yet  you filled with guilt and remorse.
I desire to know why did you get involved with me to start with..
Now you drop a bomb on me and expect me to tolerate this crap???

Sorry i loved you more than necessary,
you were spot on as per say; "i don't deserve you"
indeed you don't..

I miss you ,yet i must accept reality,pack you out of my purse and move on..>>>

~LoVE CeCE~

Just when you assume you on your guard,
he will turn your guard into a problem,
that has no solution.
But trust God...
Just when you think you have reached your break-through point,
he will come and close doors for you.
But just trust God..

He will assure you credibility,
but when it is highly demanded,
that's when he drops you in a pit of hell like the devil himself.
Society will betray you..
But just trust God..

Society desires your weakness,not your strengths.
He endures your loss in a form of
relationship,property and integrity.
Society is cruel..

he wants to see you eating from the bin,
he wants to see you you begging in the streets

But don't despair..God is watching you and all will be well
if you stand firm in your faith.

**Just trust in God

You talk to me like a kid,
taking advantage of my courtesy,
You forget that you are just human and imperfect,
yet you take advantage of my generosity,
you make fun of me and we all laugh together
but yet you should know where to
draw the line.
Perhaps, do you want me to set the boundary line?
i didn't think so..
In as much,the atmosphere will no longer be as refreshing
as yesterday.
However, today i am laying my emotions on this rostrum.
Where no one enquires me on this platform,

Hence i liberate myself thus.

Surprisingly i fell in love,unexpectedly with a stranger,
but that stranger has transformed into my lover.

He who turned my lonely nights into
memorable moments,
worthwhile opening my eyes.

Because of your existence in my life,i've become a matured young lady.

When you linger in my mind,my thoughts revolve
around muscular, intelligence and success,
which portrays your character.

Because of your enormous and hilarious personality,
you have become mine and i have become yours.

**I love you...

Why do you knock at my door unannounced?
Why are you a thief?
Why are you scary?
Why do you appear in dark colours?
Black is beautiful but where you are concerned it is considered ugly,
you are so painful,
shameless,
you are so hurtful,
careless.
Anger,confusion and depression
is what i go through when i see or hear you.

You are inevitable...