Sesilia Makumbi

Sesilia Makumbi Jul 2013

Meeting you was God's will..
Granting you access into my world was a choice,
Dating you was a mistake..
but
Loving you was beyond my control..!

~cece~

Sesilia Makumbi Jul 2013

Destiny..

Meeting you was God's will..
Granting you access into my world was a choice,
Dating you was a mistake..
but
Loving you was beyond my control..!

~cece~

Sesilia Makumbi Jul 2013

Fighting Temptation.

I acknowledge the consequences of keeping you,
my mind implies too many things
and my heart says otherwise-one thing.
Had i not hugged,kissed and touched you the last time we met
perhaps my theoretical decision would come lightly,
because when put in practice,i die of the good memories.

If you could stop mesmerizing me now,
possibly i will walk away and let you go..

But yet i blame you for misleading me,
i came into this relationship without LOve-Proof
and luck was on you,
you shot me into my ***** interest
and i drowned in a pool of blood.

Now that you have disclosed every hindering detail,
i can tell by the tone of your voice ,that you are unhappy.
i know how much she means to you and
how passionately you love her,
she is family,
and family comes first.

So you claim to love me,yet you filled with guilt and remorse.
I desire to know why did you get involved with me to start with..
Now you drop a bomb on me and expect me to tolerate this crap???

Sorry i loved you more than necessary,
you were spot on as per say; "i don't deserve you"
indeed you don't..

I miss you ,yet i must accept reality,pack you out of my purse and move on..>>>

~LoVE CeCE~

Sesilia Makumbi Jul 2013

Sadly ever after !

It happened so fast like a shining shooting star,
and the wish was ; may it keep glowing eternally.
My eyes were filled with water,
ecstatic describes that moment best..

It felt like a teenage love affair.
Too beautiful that i felt blessings in my veins.
It grew within me like a seed sowed..
He watered it ,made sure it kept breathing,
and i relished every second.

In return i cherished him in my heart.
I entrusted him with my heart,
and he assured me  a place in his heart,
it then seemed genuine,
and i  took no cautions of love.

But now my wish is; that star should have shot
from the south to the west,
because i was heading to the north,perhaps i
would have missed the shining shooting star.

In my bed,on my work desk and during my short walks,
i endure the effect of his and my actions.

I still love  you,even after all your conniving motives,dishonesty and heart-aches you have revealed to me.
I just have one question though,
was it Love or Infatuation in your case?

because i truly love you.

~Cece~

Sesilia Makumbi Jul 2013

Sadly ever after !

It happened so fast like a shining shooting star,
and the wish was ; may it keep glowing eternally.
My eyes were filled with water,
ecstatic describes that moment best..

It felt like a teenage love affair.
Too beautiful that i felt blessings in my veins.
It grew within me like a seed sowed..
He watered it ,made sure it kept breathing,
and i relished every second.

In return i cherished him in my heart.
I entrusted him with my heart,
and he assured me  a place in his heart,
it then seemed genuine,
and i  took no cautions of love.

But now my wish is; that star should have shot
from the south to the west,
because i was heading to the north,perhaps i
would have missed the shining shooting star.

In my bed,on my work desk and during my short walks,
i endure the effect of his and my actions.

I still love  you,even after all your conniving motives,dishonesty and heart-aches you have revealed to me.
I just have one question though,
was it Love or Infatuation in your case?

because i truly love you.

~Cece~

Sesilia Makumbi Jul 2013

SoCiEtY WiLl bEtRaY YoU.

Just when you assume you on your guard,
he will turn your guard into a problem,
that has no solution.
But trust God...
Just when you think you have reached your break-through point,
he will come and close doors for you.
But just trust God..

He will assure you credibility,
but when it is highly demanded,
that's when he drops you in a pit of hell like the devil himself.
Society will betray you..
But just trust God..

Society desires your weakness,not your strengths.
He endures your loss in a form of
relationship,property and integrity.
Society is cruel..

he wants to see you eating from the bin,
he wants to see you you begging in the streets

But don't despair..God is watching you and all will be well
if you stand firm in your faith.

**Just trust in God

Sesilia Makumbi Jul 2013

Comfort Herself.

Harsh harsh harsh
depth in my thoughts,
i persistently question my self where did heads
bump foreheads.
as i sit on the edge of my arm-chair,
recalling back,and my flash back do me no justice.
As i write this poem,
attempting to denote the contributing factor of the state of my mind.
Harsh harsh harsh..
I console myself,i calm myself,i humble myself and
take the blame..
to balance my anxiety,
to balance my curiosity,
and to settle the state of my mind.

Harsh harsh harsh...litle girl!!!