I fear that in the dark
the one I know as “I”
will be so scared,
he’ll wear a mask.

I fear that if life makes my fight
my pride will fade
and my head won’t be held high.

I fear my ideals will be gone
and what I believe in will be lost.

I fear I’m only me because I'm not afraid

I still remember those lonely nights,
when the moon kept crying in front of me,
bathing me in tears of silence.

Those lonely nights where I saw my truths,
when I felt the weight of her judging me,
and her moonlight met my dark desires.

I hated those cold, starless nights,
when I felt small and had no choice,
but to face my fears and my inner voice.

I was ashamed of the things I'd done,
just hoping for the sun to show.
'Cause in his light resides my hope,
of better things yet to come.

And when they do, I'll be absolved,
and all the Stars will cry "behold,
the man whom the moon no grudge against holds,
the man whom the moon won't shed tears for"

Today I'm free,
of your smile's oppression,
and the sweet way,
you used to say,
"me and you,
                forever and always".

Today I'm free,
of your false affection,
I look away,
and finally say,
"Je n't'aime plus,
                 je n't'aime pas".