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Remember me,
As a gentle breeze drifting in the night sky,
A hallway with no end,
An ocean with no bottom.

Remember me,
A simple girl,
A free dove,
Cracks in the cement,
Someone just like you.

Lost, hurt, broken, and human.
A dream, So many colors, I'm lost in the pigmentation of it all.
The beauty, softness, and perfection of you and me.
Staring down at you, the curve of you eyes staring up at me, the way your face lights up when you smile.
Your almost in reach....Then I wake.
I hurt, I tried, I cried.
I lost him, but had you,
and never knew.

I smiled, I tried, I prayed.
I lost you to "her."

She hurt you, I did not, and yet you can't see that I'm here.
Your blinded by your pain,
and you wont see me.
I lost him.
You lost me.
We lost ourselves.
You told me it was forever and always,
You told me that you loved me,
You told me I was yours,
You told me you were mine.
So why is it that now,
I cant breath, I cant trust, I can't love, And worst of all I am LOST.
I'm walking in a dark hallway, I'm lost, cant find the way home, Then I hear your voice. Its like a melody a song I could listen to forever, The darkness around me disperses, and its just you and me. My fears are gone, my pain is lost, and you are my love, my saint, my savior!
My paint brush pulled across the canvas, red is the streak of paint, dripping down the white empty  space, left to right over and over again, pain is what I feel as I look down, and stare at what i created, a monster lives inside me, Tears fall from his eyes as my sleeves come up and he sees the art I have created. He asked once if i was okay. I lied, My canvas was my wrist my paint brush was the razz-er, and my paint was the blood. I asked myself if i was okay that day and I said yes, Its all okay..... For now......
No i do not self harm anymore i got help for it a year ago but today i felt like writing something that brought out who i am and used to be and something that people can relate to, i hope you like the truth of it even if you don't like how it written.
My eyes water
My breath becomes short
My mind forgets what to do
I hear all these words but cannot make sense of them
I start to panic
Finally i break down
I hurt
I scream
I cry
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