November..
Month of yellow leaves,
Breezy weather and incomplete feelings.
Feeling of uneasiness..

Month of broken hearts
and incomplete love stories..
Feeling of being left behind,
feeling of loneliness..

I envy the poets' and writers' immortality.
All the artists we have never seen live with us through their beautifully crafted works.
You reminded me the power of the words to make us mortal beings immortal.

Our love shall be eternal with these love letters.
Our grand grand grandchildren and even the people who do not know us shall be captivated by our love upon reading these letters.
When we die, we shall born again in the minds of those people.

I want to leave these precious words when I leave this world..
I will not leave with regrets, for I will meet you in a better place.
I want to leave something to remember, so they will not forget.

They will know that we were here.
We lived, we loved and we died together in joy.
As we move forward to eternity, these words will keep us alive in this ephemeral world.

While the brightness of the sun is blinding us,
While I'm sitting on your lap,
and enjoying the beautiful scenery,
They will be reading this billet doux

Whether in darkness or light,
wherever I'm with you, it's a thing to celebrate.
Every moment I spend with you is a thing to celebrate.
I rejoice everytime I see you or even hear your voice.
Time is meaningless when we get together,
for it goes by so fast.
Only thing that makes me upset is that the time we are together always comes to an end.
Separation is the worst part of being with you.
I want to be immortal when I'm with you.
I want the time we spend together to last forever.
Can you make it possible for me?
Can you be with me forever?

I have no power to defeat death.
When the time comes it will take you from me or me from you.
Yet I am not anxious, for I know I will see you on the other side.
Everything will come to an end.
When it's over, you will see me on the other side.

Toast to the new beginnings.
Dark past will be forgotten, let's drink to the bright future.
Heaven cannot wait for me, I must go.
I will be bathing in the holy water,
drinking wine from the holy grail,
feasting, celebrating..
And I will be waiting for you.
I will be the only thing you look for
when your soul leaves your body and you honour Heaven.

Nothing lasts forever.
We have come to an end.
We consumed every beautiful feeling together.
We drained each other.
I accepted you with your flaws and all.
I have seen you at your best and worst.
I have seen all your faces, when you loved me and scared me at once.
Now I am a train wreck and recovery is impossible.
Yet I am not gonna make the same old mistakes.
I am not gonna sin the same old sins.
I am never gonna love again.
I am never gonna trust again.
I will never let you fool me again.

Yes, I will sleep until I forget everything.
But I will not wake up with you.
I will watch the sea in the summertime when the water is so blue.
And I will not think about what we have done with you.
It will only give me hope to start over.
By myself.
I must go far away.
To a place that you will never find me.

And you should take good care of yourself.
Never drink again, never smoke again, never repeat the old mistakes again.
Do not be so ******* her like you did to me.
Be gentle and loving.
Try not to hurt her and yourself.

I am like a rootless flower,
floating on the surface of the water,
going wherever the current drags me.
I have no roots, no attachment to anyone.
If I come across to you while floating,
we can be together until the current drags us to different places of the water.
I will not mourn for you,
for I will keep floating on my own.
I am not afraid of the rocks on the way or of the current.
And you will come across to another rootless flower which will make you forget my existence.

The moment our bodies attract each other like a magnet,
I will wrap my legs around you and pull you in.
We will close our eyes and get lost in the moment of pleasure.
As if we are addicts, we will see the colorful sky inside our mind the moment we close our eyes.
Send me your sins, I am ready for the divine exchange.
This is a form of worship.

Every inch of my body is ready for you to worship.
Gentle touches will turn into rough kisses and bites.
Days will turn into nights, moon will take over the sun and we will still be inside our chamber like fire and gunpowder.

Light the match and set us on fire.
I am not afraid of the flames, for burning with you will make me high.
I want to lose track of time when I'm with you.