This thought for I have sinned. My mothers warns against my skin. Her lies coursing through my veins controlling my moves. I weep in pews and pray.
I scar myself until blood spews. Angry at the life I did not choose. I continue to live for my mother, Who lied to me and scarred me like no other.
No unclean thoughts, no tainted movements. I live a life behind a wall unaware of the choosing I have.
Any thoughts, any words that are deemed disrespectful. I flog myself until I come clean. Until I have felt I served for my sins. Until my body shows the turmoil my mind carries.
Heavy feet stomped the ground, A man with no past, a man with a future to carve. Raised by animals, follower of the river, home in the woods His name was Nothing.
Wandered too far, Roamed the village. They stare in awe, they gawked. His tall frame crowding the dirt made streets. **** and vulnerable. He suddenly felt alone.
A woman dressed in brown saved him, Gave him food and clothes. ‘I am Nothing’ He spoke to her.
She spoke the name Alexander. Alexander of Nothing