I am jealous
When you stare at her
Because I'm afraid
you will find her prettier than me

i am jealous
When you get closer to her
Because I'm afraid
you will choose her over me

I am jealous
When you get to know her
Because I'm afraid
you will find her more interesting

I am jealous
When you give your attention to her        
Because I'm afraid
she will matter to you more than me

I am jealous
When you compare me to her
Because i know i can't compete

I am jealous
Every moment
everytime
Because I'm afraid
you will love her not me


{S.K}

I wanna escape
And give up on society

I wanna escape
From reality

I wanna escape
And runaway from everything

I wanna escape
So everything will end as a past

I wanna escape
I wanna leave
Those heartbreaks, those fake friends and those pains

I can't live like this anymore
I would rather live in a treehouse
And befriends with those animals, plants and nature

I wouldn't be afraid
If beasts will attack me
Because the real beasts
Are the society and those judgemental teenage girls

But then i realise
The pain is not only in the society
That i can easily leave it

But the real pain is inside me
Inside my heart
And there is no escape
From the storm inside of me


{S.K}

don’t cut your wrist
don’t swallow those pills
don’t pull the rope
don’t jump off that bridge

stay strong pretty girl
you’ll win this fight

{s.k}

You did self harm
You hurt your own body

Because you think your family, crush, friend or people don't love you

But look at your body
Have you ever wondered how much your body loves you?

How your body tries to fix injuries
How your body stops blood from bleeding
How your body makes sure your heart is beating
How your body tries to beat the illness you may caught
How your body tries the best to keep you alive

See? Your body loves you
Even though those people don't love you
You still have your body and god who loves you genuinely

And now it's time for you to love them back



{S.K}

For once in my life
i want to look at the mirror without crying

For once in my life
i want to see the gaps between my thighs

For once in my life
i want to know how it feels to love and to be loved

For once in my life
i want to be the girl you fall in love with

For once in my life
i want to weigh myself without feeling bad about myself

For once in my life
i want to feel good about myself
to have my self esteem

For once in my life
i want to feel ENOUGH




{S.K}

I never know how much it hurts
To have your heart broken

I never know how much it hurts
To have a one sided love

I never know how much it hurts
To be the unrequited lover

I never know how much it hurts
To be the unwanted part

I never how much it hurts

Untill i saw
               The way you look at her



{S.K}

I hate me
I hate myself
I hate the fact
That i'm too weak
So anyone can hurt and break my heart
Because i can't put up a defence

I'm sorry
But i can't do this anymore

I grabbed a razor
And spelled out my feelings
In crimson dotted lines

So funny
At school i was laughing
Giggling
Joking everytime

But there's always a secret
Behind "i'm just joking"

After all these cuts
Is it funny now?


{S.K}

When you left
Water felt like waves
Rain felt like hurricane
Wind felt like tornado
Sunshine felt like fire
And awhile felt like forever

Cause when you left me
My heart split into two
One side filled with our memories
The other one left with you

{S.K}

I loved a mean boy
There's were i went wrong

I loved the boy
Who never even gave the slightest interest in me

I loved the boy
Who don't even know me

I loved the boy
Who never pay attention me

I loved the boy
Who has no intention of loving me

I loved the boy
Who loves another girl

Boy,  You know
You broke my heart


{S.K}

Her love is a curse
         A lifetime curse
      With no antidote

            Her love is a melody
        Of a love song
     That never ends

          Her love is a flame
       That is wildly burning
    An eternal flame

          Her love is a sunshine
       That never stops
    Shining brightly

         Her love is a rainbow
     That never gone
  And fade away

        Her love is a rain
     That pours for eternity
   And never stops

        Her love is overdose
    Never fades away
And lasts for infinity


{S.K}

don't
don't do that

don't cut your wrist
don't swallow those pills
don't jump off that bridge

don't
just don't

don't pull the rope
don't stab yourself
don't take the drugs

don't
remember don't

don't bruise yourself
don't burn yourself
don't harm yourself

don't worry girl
you can still win this thing
you're stronger than you think

{s.k}

I'm not that type of girl that is always praised of her beauty or intelligence

I'm not that type of girl that everyone likes

I'm not that type of girl with bright eyes and clear skin and long soft hair

I'm not that type of girl with sweet smile and cute laugh

I'm not that type of girl boys fall in love with

I'm that type of girl you never want




{S.K}

You will be mine

I don’t know when
I don’t know how
But one day

I’ll be a part of your heart

{s.k}

Don't ever dream about him
He's just another delusional story
       Of your mind

Don't dream so much,
      That you can feel his hand gently stroking your face

Don't dream so much,
        That you can feel his lips kissing your scars

Don't dream so much,
        That you can feel his hand clutching yours

Don't dream so much,
       That you can feel his arms embracing you

Don't dream so much,
      That you can feel your pair of lips attached to his

Don't dream that one day
    He will love you
    Or he will want you

Because he never will
You're just a shadow, an illusion
       And you will always be

{S.K}

I can see his face clearly
I can feel his touch
I can hear his voice
I can remember every inch about him
               Do you think I will ever forget?
               'Cause I'm afraid that one day I will

And when that day come ...

I can no longer see his face
I cannot feel his hand touching my face
I can no longer hear his voice

That is when my eyes are open
        To see reality

That he's gone
               He's no longer around

{S.K}