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Jun 2015 · 408
Last Night...
Selene Jun 2015
Last night...
I saw him smile at me...
Stand next to me
Wrap me in his arms,
Caressing me gently
And kissed me sweetly

Last night...
I heard him sing
A song so soulful I wanna cry
Cry because of the purest emotion
Cry co'z he's singing only for me

Last night...
Where was I last night?
I was in bed..
Dreaming...
Hoping...
That what I was dreaming was true.
Apr 2015 · 457
Contemplating...
Selene Apr 2015
I look upon the vast sky wondering...
Why do these stars have to be so far away?
Like showering fireworks frozen in mid-air
So breath-taking yet so out of my league.
I wanna hold them in my hands
But I know in reality, it'll burn me into ashes

I look upon the vast ocean before me
It's hypnotic waves calms my very soul
I wanna drown myself in its waters so I can finally see
But its depth I can never fathom.
Though if I may ask, can a ghost swim to the bottom?

I look upon his face, look deep unto his eyes
It leaves me breathless and peaceful at the same time
But just like the sky and the sea
He's someone who will always be too far for me
What I feel for him, I can't forever fathom
Coz its something I don't want to understand
A dream is what he will always be
There can never be us in reality.

But of course it doesn't stop me from thinking...
Do I ever cross his mind?
Mar 2015 · 414
Mirror Image...
Selene Mar 2015
I look upon her face and saw her smile sweetly
Her eyes twinkling with happiness...
I look past unto the smile and saw deeply
Her eyes are on the verge of tears because of sadness

I asked her, why do you have to wear a mask to deceive?
Why not let your tears fall and let yourself grieve?
Grieve for all the pain you feel inside
Why do you have to hide?

Then she answered me back....

I'm smiling coz the whole world expects me to
They can't see me cry coz I'm not suppose to
I have more that anyone could ever wish for
But inside, I really want to mourn

Why?

Oh, you know exactly why...

Why don't you just admit to yourself you love him?
Why can't you let go of what you feel
Why  do you have to suppress what's inside?
Answer me so I would know what to tell you...

I can't tell you...
I can't tell you what you want me to say.

Then I'm not the only hypocrite here.
Feb 2015 · 561
Steal Time
Selene Feb 2015
I wanna feel the rough stones beneath my feet
The cold water gently breaking as it touches my legs
The rushing wind blowing against my face
Making my hair dance in a wilder grace
I wanna drown myself in the vast sea
Think of nothing, but feel everything
I wanna surrender myself in the obliviom
As I loose my soul in the depth of steady waves.
If I can just steal some time, I wanna do all these...
But instead Im here, bound in my office.

If I can just be a thief of time, I won't just steal moments
I could be more wicked and steal someone
Someone I'm not suppose to be with
Someone I can't seem to get my mind off with
Someone... Who can never know I feel this
Someone that should become NO ONE.
Jan 2015 · 462
Thin Line
Selene Jan 2015
A thin line between dreams and reality
A thin line to draw to tell between truth and fantasy
A thin line it is....
But where to draw?

We're touching but never holding
Looking but quickly hiding
Feeling but never showing
Which one I assume, which is true?

In my dreams, you're holding me close
In my dreams you're not letting me go
In my dreams, I can look through you
So tell me, can you blame me if I just dream instead?

A thin line indeed but I dont wanna draw it.
Dec 2014 · 399
Grati...
Selene Dec 2014
I have always taken you for granted
When you've never took your eyes off me
You always hold my hand, whenever my strength is failing
And I am so used to taking more than what you're giving me
I go my own reckless ways
While you patiently lay a safe path before me
I go jumping head first from a steep cliff
As u wait below to break my deadly fall
I drown myself unto a deep-blue ocean
And you also dive to kiss me when I can't breathe at all
Every night, I sleep peacefully in bed
As you fought endless battles in my stead

But for this night, I ask of you to yield unto me
For once, let me caress you gently
I know, whatever I do... It can never be enough
I can never thank you enough
But hopefully, you can be able to hear me
Hear me when I say I love you dearly
My angel...
Dec 2014 · 317
Fates... again!
Selene Dec 2014
Our circles have come to pass each other not for the first time
I feel the burning friction whenever you're around
The well-too familiar warmth, I so **** like
The glow that's enough to blind my sight...
But, do you even recognize me?
Not as who I am now, but who I used to be...

I close my eyes and I can vividly see your own stare
Boring deep into my soul
Light! I know I've been drown unto those eyes for countless times
Although the mind can hardly recall
But the heart just tells me so...
I know you... I have always known you

This must be one of those many pranks thrown to me by Fates
Stirring up the peace they have given me for years
It is so unfair when you don't even have a clue
That I'm meant to suffer because of you
Its beyond wicked! bringing your circle so close to mine
When they know that the two can never intertwine.
Nov 2014 · 425
Men...
Selene Nov 2014
Men
Even though how much they try to treat you right
Sooner or later, they would still be breaking your heart.

Love
Though it can give so much happiness to you
At some point there's a hell that it will put you through.

Sleep
You can try to escape all the pain
But you can still be haunted even in your dream.
Nov 2014 · 299
BLUE-PRINT
Selene Nov 2014
I will trust what I have chosen
If I won't, no one else will

I was the one who laid my own path
The path where I must tread
I can't falter, not now or ever

I know I sometimes let the evil inside me speak for itself
But that is to let out some of its poison
Before it could further taint my soul

There is neither a beginning nor an ending to the Wheel of Time
But I will accomplish what I have come  for this lifetime.
Nov 2014 · 470
A Dream
Selene Nov 2014
I dreamt of him holding my hand as we sleep together.
Holding it tight like he tends to keep me forever.
I wanna stay like this with him...
If only it wasn't a dream.
Nov 2014 · 319
Worst than Unrequited
Selene Nov 2014
I thought there's nothing worst than unrequited love
But now I know there's one more vile
Its to hold back love as if I feel nothing
Simply because the feeling isn't right

Its like swallowing a huge ball of fire
Forcing it into my very mouth
And the more I push the flame inside
The more it burns me alive

Oh fate! Why this? Why does it have to be this?
Why do you have to rip my heart over and over?
Perhaps, you misses my tears?
So now I'm broken and as worst as ever!
Nov 2014 · 419
Sun and Moon
Selene Nov 2014
Early morning and they stand face to face
Staring, holding each other's gaze
One lies in the East, the other's in the West
Such a cruel grace

Though they belong in the same place
For how long? an hour, or maybe two or three
It's always not enough, oh! It will never be
For they'll never cross the distance in between for all eternity

They can drink each other's light
Bask in each other's presence
But that is all there is
For soon, one will be out of sight

Theirs is a baneful curse
And it fills my eyes with tears
For I'm sealed with the same fate
To love a man I can never be with.
Nov 2014 · 398
What is Love?
Selene Nov 2014
What is love that it could inspire people
Wake in the morning with a sweet smile
And lay in bed at night dreamy-eyed

It gives such a hard drive to go beyond one's limits
Soar to higher heights
All just to show and prove such love

It makes one dive deeper into understanding
To give beyond the usual bounds
Be braver than the newly annointed knight
Though ******, wont give up the fight
'Till it seems like death could give more life

But then, what is love that it could hurt much
Once innocence is broken, it could taint one's soul
Then pain, misery, despair, all these.. Will be surely known

Revenge will always be bitter-sweet
Like forcing poison to another's mouth with one's own lips
The ranging fury inside is easily embraced
Anger, hatred, turning into evil is a bliss

One descends into hell without dying
Life is gradually escaping, though still breathing
And then death, death is not even enough

And so, what is love truly?
Ahhhh, i can hardly tell..
Perhaps, a double-edged blade..
Or a two-sided coin?..
But it will always be a Mystery.
Oct 2014 · 477
VAIN
Selene Oct 2014
I stand here empty, never so alone
Drowned into the sound of a waterfall
Waiting for the cold cascading waters
To fin'ly take away my soul

For there can't be any reason to live
I have no life to give
I'm but a ghost, seeking refuge
By my own self, i was deceived

I thought i could at last reach you
Say words i'm longing to tell you
Hoping we could be together
But why even here, it holds untrue

The wheel of time continues to turn
The lighted candle will soon cease to burn
This world I've created will be gone
And all i could ever do is mourn

Please throw me one last glance
Let me hold your face in my own hands
Let me hear your voice one last time
Before I turn away from this trance.

— The End —