I can not try
I need to leave you behind
I hope you can understand
It is best for everyone if you just move on with your life
Loving me is suicide
Listen to the voices inside your mind
What they are telling you is right
Don't doubt
Stuck in jail
I am here to bail you out.

Run as far away as you can
Before I leave you
In a trance
With no chance
Hollow
You will find it difficult to swallow
Taste nothing but sorrow
Broken
Used you like a coupon
Your happiness will be forgotten
Run before all you can do is regret
Blaming me for the neglect

I am so cold
I would freeze your bones
You deserve so much better
I am as light as a feather
Hoping you can move on
Enjoy the show
People will come and go
I do not deserve you
I don't fit in with your crew
I am not a book you can renew
You have to wash me away like shampoo
Shake me off like a flu
I am not good enough for you.

Your messing with my head
Your messing with my heart
Your messing with everything I got
Wish I can turn back time
To where everything feels alright

Hearts pounding in my chest
Feel like somebody is squeezing it with all their strengths
Breathes get deeper
Brains getting foggier
Hearts getting closer
To break
I need you now
I am beginning to shake
Please don't leave me
Hold me tight
More than you ever did before
Not my dreams
But in real life
I do not know how much my heart can take
All it does these days is ache
Being close to you will make my heart stop
But being far makes it drop

I messed up
I ****** up
I blew my chance
And I will never get it back

All you have done today is ignore
What have I done wrong?
I will stay up all night
Thinking about it till daylight
I am not alright
But I will pretend
Is this the end?
Give me a chance,
I will try to make amends
Please give me your assurance
I need to know your stance
I will wake up tomorrow
Hoping everything will be normal
It better be
Or I will forever be lost at sea.