Running away from who I am Keep on posting on Instagram Keeping up with social image Never exploring my limits Nobody should know I am a mess Everybody thinks I am #blessed I must confess Behind this made-up face and pretty dress I am distressed People think I have no problems Scrolling through and looking at all the models I have hit rock bottom Poisoning myself with these toxins It just makes me nauseous People just assume they know me They are obnoxious Guess I got to put my fake face on I am far gone Just a pawn In this huge game of never-ending chess Nevertheless I just have to keep on moving on Accepting I am the black swan I am the oppressed
He's hurting He pushed me away I'm not sure what to say The fact that I cared Made him scared He won't even try All he said was goodbye I want to be there Run fingers through his hair I'm trying to let him go My heart says no The longer I stay The harder it is to walk away
Sticks and stones may break your bones But words can pierce your soul Thought I could block it out with my headphones Always pushing me down a never-ending hole
Waiting for the time to pass me by Caught between all of my lies Can't give a single reason why Blinking tears from my eyes I love the night Everything will be alright It is the perfect time Seeing all white Not trying to fight Who gives a **** Unleashing who I really am Stopped acting as if I am in an exam No need to lie No need to deny I can fly If I only let go and say goodbye
Why do I feel so empty inside Like everything is gone; my ego, my pride Nobody knows how much I tried to put it aside How much I tried to laugh Everything is frozen like a photograph Worn out by the pain Too numb to explain It makes me go insane The only thing which will help me survive Is it ignore it and get on with my life