Oh Mama I love you and would like you to know, you’re often on my mind where ever I go.

I enjoy the thoughts and memories of you while reminiscing while the sky is blue, it felt so good I’m so fortunate to have had a great Mother like you.

Your love, and kind affection makes you very special and rare, it amazes me with the time and effort you gave all fourteen of us by how much you care.

Mama what you've given to all of us five boys and nine girls can never be repay, Love, Peace and happiness to a Mother like you thank you Mom on your 82nd birthday.

This day will never be forgotten, today is your birthday Mama so I will raise a cheer, Even without you my special loving Mom, thought of you are all so dear.

Mama I owe it all to you from the time that I was small, And how you encouraged me in everything I need to know, and tried to not let me fall.

Throughout life your love and caring advises will be with us each and every moments. Your love for us has enriched our lives and we were so glad to have you be a part of our achievements.

Mama we’re all waiting for that day of reuniting but until then, I’ll be waiting patiently I love you dearly your son Sebastian.

In the Name of Allah the Magnificent the Beneficent, Allah you show me much of You're Gratitude, my prayer are never sufficent.  

Allah my heart and soul pleads for Your Grace, my life has turned for the worse please have Mercy on my soul and all my sins erase.  

Deep in the valley in the darkness of life, so difficult to find an exit that would lead me out of this strife.  

I supplicate, my soul cries searching for guidance, so deep in this worldly life while crawly out of subsidence.  

Reconciling and searching for the better things You offer, forgiveness in my vocal cord is stifled, my soul suffer.  

Allah, Your Greatness is so sound Your Creation is so perfect in Your way, my Lord hear my prayer don't let me go astray.  

The rain You bring upon us fulfills the rich supplement of life for mandkind, the lost gratitude and praises we leave so behind.  

Forgive me Allah of my pass and coming sins, I beg for Your Compassion from now and till my new life begins.  

Cleans my heart and soul, with Your Heavenly Grace make me as white as snow, forgiveness is the best that I know.

When I heard the news all I could do was cry, what a difficult moment to say goodbye.

This can't be true, Elizabeth something like this can't happen to you.  

Elizabeth, the little girl I once knew so beautiful in high school, a chorus voice you sang on my graduation day, such a lovely voice, I'll never forget how you sound so cool.  

Elizabeth a sound wife you display, a person with a drive nothing can't get in the way.

An enthusiast so eager to learn, has a young girl to an amazing woman in what you've done and yearn.  

As time passes in your life you've chosen a beautiful path.

Not for the worse but for the best, you've done well Lizzie a happy life with a new family with joyful moments in life these memories will go with you as you laid to rest.  

Left speechless, I wish I knew what to say, but only God knows this is the only way.

Maintaining my composer keeping my head up high. Though deep down inside, it was to much and all I can do is cry.  

You were sent to put smile in peoples lives, God gave the strength you need until the family arrive.

Just so much to do in such little time at hand, with stories to tell and memories to share, children to love and grandkids to hug, they will miss you as you enter Gods promise land.  

Elizabeth you've lived for all of us to see, how a happy person should be, God took you from the rest, we all know that God has taken the best.  

Elizabeth, God has been near you to let you know he came, He did not take you away in vain,

He has a special place for you above, where family someday will greet you with love.  

Now your journey has begun, family await you in heaven cause life on this earth is done.

Elizabeth your soul is release, goodnight little one and you may rest in peace.

Looking for an exit in life, perhaps other option that is rarely available. Time travel, utilitarian way to modify the past and the future.

Trapped in a matrix of flesh and bones controlled by my encephalon, it controls  every part of my daily life, from breathing and blinking to helping myself memorize.

A feeling of antipathy in life that could never bring me happiness.  

The inculpation for the misapprehension in my past relationship and future.

What does a man like me to do? How can one display their philia when they're not certain of that emotion?

My endurance in this life is on a perpetual edge. I perceive with attention toward happiness.

A deprivation I share with others. An absent of happiness.

A happiness of dominance; a switch that is only controlled.

Today he can be happy; switch ON.  Next week he can be unhappy; switch OFF.  

I walk on egg shells in this relationship and have to be careful that it won't break. I'm sad and lonely, this is what I get and deserve.

God nor I could change this, but I don't see it happening during my remaining life.

Stifles with silence deploying infantile  plots. A day at a time I enunciate as my composer easily is un-maintain.

Hidden arcanum among a number of these unidentified entities lashes out at me discreetly.

Posing no threat I conceal the pass deep in the abyss in an unmarked grave sealing off the hippocampus that only the Creator can breach.

Unannounced the gravestone is turned my past is breached which I assumed that only the Beneficent can release.

Once an inhabitation, but no longer my domicile. Set aside and noted as a lost monument.

Ascendency barbarous with words of articulation fatal to ones self esteem, grossly spoken enslaved. An inclination to the predisposition of my life.

Hugging you tight made me feel so safe, now only tears run down my face.

Thoughts of you bring me happiness, and your love and presence will always miss.

Lost for words I can only cry, it's never same since you said good bye.

Oh mama, it's been to long without your smile and soft touch, I wish you were here I miss you so much. 

Mama thank you for all you've done for me, Wow years has pass since Gods decree.

His life with her has been a struggle, things aren't the same anymore no time to cuddle.

Their relationship was a disaster following the aftermath, nothing could be fix that was left on their path.

Who's was at fault no one to blame or charge, however as they see it their love was demolish by and large.

Her accusation and jealousy was pushed on him with remarkable strength, this dilemma carried on to an unbelievable length. 

Their hearts and mind exhausted and both were hurt, it seems they've gone to far and can't revert.

There was nothing the both can do; no gratification, this can not go on; their need for help was sought with desperation.

A love they shared with hate for one another on what grounds, people wouldn't listen they just turn around.

Lost and nowhere to turn; isolated from one another with eyes of tears, with two bleeding hearts pierced  with a couple of spears.

Difficult to cling on to each other with time and space, not knowing that their relationship was a total disgrace.

Deep inside the ember of love glowing keeping them alive, hoping and praying their love will revive.

Not allowing her love to surface while grasping on to her superbia, taking his breath away with signs claustrophobia.

Struggling with little or no effort to makeup, with concerns of the inevitable of another breakup.
A love with no compassion only sorrow,  a postponement until tomorrow.

As for now this relationship is adjourn, perhaps this love of their as gone to the point of no return.

Babe, while in your arms my thoughts could drift away, to a place all to ourselves on this beautiful day.

Babe, with a redish orange sunsets and skies so blue, it would be ours to enjoy just for me and you.

Babe, while sitting on my lap my only achievement would be, to make sure your kisses are for me. 

Babe, every kiss that I'd give to you would be in four, just to show you that no one could love you forever more.

Babe, pray with me that we would never grow apart, you're all mine as my love presses your heart.

Babe, while making love to you we melting together as lovers do, our passion and pleasure seems always new.

Babe, as you lay near me stare into my eyes, and know that I am yours and no more silly goodbyes.

Babe, know that all of our dreams will soon come true, you'd belong to me, and I to you.

Babe, I really appreciate you loving and caring for me while I am ill so until then, will our love last forever Only God knows when.