In my own morose way.
Feeling half haggard.
Found myself in the company of a gohst
You remember me?i thought so
I remember you too.....tell me
Since you seem surreal.
What is the significance of the street
or this town
You and i are staggering down?
Really ????????
Thats?
What u wanna?askme????
Seaside Oregon ....best damm clam chowder.  
Got drunk as **** we did karaoke
Sonny And Cher that bar.......right over there
Funny..............
I know dont .......
Dont cry Honey ..
...iknow ..............our Honeymoon.
And yes i still remember irony
Shhhhhh it taste' like the blood we shared.
................ok ok so you remember.
So *** are we both doin here?
You tell me this youre poetry
All i could manage to say was......
Touche.........she said .....so .......
Why do we meet this way
You know i live i everett you know you can call me.
then the passionate side of me felt suffocated

Grabbed er by the hair
Pulled into the ally.
I said baby i think mabey theres too many clothes between you and me
She looked at me pulled her head back with violence and power.
lightning Sparkling in her eyes.
She said *** ..........and we kissed
Like wild fire
Still got a hand full of hair
I turnt her around hard pusshed her up against the ***** brick backside of the bar
She tried to look back at me and pushed that J low backagainst me
And said ohh Fuuccccccc.
Thats the man i fell in love with ...
*** happened to that man i knew
Where did you go..............
I started to cry ..........i said i fell in love with you..babe ......
Why did you go.............
She said ****..................
......
I woke up squeezeing and biting my pillow ..............
I hate missing her
Im begining to get aroused by the taste of my tears.