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785 · Dec 2012
One of Eighteen
Sean Yessayan Dec 2012
They say littering is bad but there's one kind I admire,
and that's a cigarette on asphalt laying by a tire. 
Thrown and forgotten after one last goodbye kiss--
the fallen, I watch, sends smoke signal farewells and a contemptuous hiss. 
Lamenting to the air, whose particles spread his lore,
hoping to warn the next who lives the life he had before.
784 · Jun 2013
A Cigarette’s Song
Sean Yessayan Jun 2013
With work in my past, I sit at a bar,
kissing the whiskey date in my right hand.
A man, as fatigued as me, takes his place
ten paces to my left—the corner seat.

A box is slipped from his jacket pocket,
which contained the well packed words of many lives.
The luckiest one was pulled from its cubical
by a weathered, unsteady hand’s fingers.

Praising his release from prison, with anticipation building.
The light in his face breathed life into him.
The tape—whose cogs turn forward—
plays the cigarette’s song; the cursive words spill out.

Audibly visible, I watched the smoke intrigued.
“Finally, a break from my daily building—
the one who confines my colleagues and me—
now, I can breathe a breath of relief.

“We spend each day waiting to die
never knowing peace, for we know our fates already.
We work each day praying for release,
but family comes first—it’s for them I work.

“We’re always being told we’re unique individuals—
yet we remain clones, individually wrapped.
Seen only as commodities by those who rule.
An invisible hand selects the slaves that be.

A breeze cuts him off, I wait.

“At least my servitude comes to an end,
so soak up what you can, while you can.
I may seem infinitesimal to the likes of you,
but you see your self in me, it’s true.

“I’m you in a minutes long microcosm.
You and I will never know true freedom
because all we’ve ever known has been prisondom.
The only liberties we know are delusions of solitary thought.

“When we’re released from our shackles—
that brief moment before passing—
they say we suffer a blissful ‘death rattle,’
but I say ‘nay, we don’t display disdain for that peaceful sigh.’”

Then, snuffed out in an instant,
the tape recorder ceased its spinning.
I stared waiting to hear more of the smoke’s wisdom;
however, he hadn’t had time for even a “Goodbye, and enjoy life.”
768 · Apr 2012
Solitary Thought
Sean Yessayan Apr 2012
I strangely find solace in solitude.
Not isolationism, for people's company suits me.
However, I manage to remove my mind of distractions
that are presented to me by the presence of so many.

For being alone serves no purpose; there, knowledge does not thrive.
A lone soul knows one view, so one of many tales go not told.
By one's self there is no conflict; therefore, no resolution,
No struggle, no calm, no peace, no relief, no love- makes us cold.
Sean Yessayan Jul 2013
I had a dream that felt quite like reality

To begin its tale I start with the day,
which opened the same as any other--
with my eyes fixated on a cigarette in an ashtray.

I put a light to another so he'd have a brother.
Hopping in the shower the lights and I shivered,
blanketed by warmth the cigarettes became a vase with a flower.

I faced the glass but refused the image mirrored.
No good would come from stalling to dress,
for a package, not mine, needed to be undelivered.

Soon I sat in a park with a friend and a board of chess,
he said, "You need not be here I know your worth,
others need to know you neglect them less."

Unsure what he meant, I still rose and went forth,
to the world of friends who tend to dislike me.
Back turned I heard young laughter and exited the mirth.

Walking in a desert forest, I grew to be rather thirsty.
I ignored the mountain lion that was out of place
and took shelter under an oasis's bourgeois.

Sweating in the cool shade, memory thought to erase
any action I took before I lay to rest.
As I looked down I saw a garden from space.

I had fallen asleep back into reality
756 · Oct 2013
The World Shook
Sean Yessayan Oct 2013
The world shook,
I awoke.
Not from sleep--
but consciousness.

The world shook,
I stood.
Strings controlled my limbs--
I was helpless but nurtured.
751 · Jul 2012
Entangled
Sean Yessayan Jul 2012
Have you ever felt caught in a trap,
unable to escape,
and only when it's too late,
you realized you were the bait?
746 · Jun 2012
Thank You For Smiling
Sean Yessayan Jun 2012
What is in a smile,
the silent tongue we all know,
that creates a homely feeling?

An occurrence so quick—
it's infinite.

A defined word—
impossible to describe.

Your muscle tension—
a natural response—
a reflection of a lax face formerly grinning.

Strangers acquainted by a shared moment—
a second whose detail would take a lifetime to limn.

When an unexpected smile arises,
the heart—a light, whose brightness is love—
shines intensely, spreading warmly through body and soul,
*forever resplendent.
743 · Jan 2013
The Accident (10w)
Sean Yessayan Jan 2013
time slows
the end is nigh
make
it
last
forever
Sean Yessayan Nov 2013
Chestnut curls kissed by the sun, waved
on a day of melancholy gray.
She stepped out from that awning that protected my car
that protected me, from her.
Slowly, it rained around her,
angel's tears surrounding like beads of dust.
"God, she's beautiful," I said,
and she walked behind a pillar.
I never even saw her face.
719 · Oct 2014
Everybody Hates Chris
Sean Yessayan Oct 2014
Good evening everybody,
tonight's a very special episode
about a boy not understood
by his peers so sincere
to his emotive-ish veneer.

The irony's so dramatic
to the Viewer of it all.
Tensely suspended anxiety on air
ever known that what's shown
will work itself out on its own.

That's the way it always goes,
but not without comedic conversation,
awkward confrontation, then happy resolution;
thus consealing that joyous feeling
the reward for sympathetic fearing.

Yep, that's the way it goes,
except this is not a show
and my name is not Chris,
so the fly on the wall
will despise or revel in my fall.
717 · Jul 2012
Burning Love
Sean Yessayan Jul 2012
I’m alone in watching a coal burn
a solid object internally lit.
A tongue of fire
whose flames don’t lick.

A heart

The allusion, now clear,
yet the edges remain blurred.

Fire and flames struggle and fight,
without a lifting wind they’re weak.
Their culminations are short lived.
Deadened ashes.

Lust

Embers remain
after the excitement is snuffed out.
The slightest breeze kisses their cheeks
and they show new life.
Glowing unconditionally.

Love

I’m alone in watching a coal burn out
slowly
s l o w l y
s  l  o  w  l  y
f   a   d   i   n   g      a   w   a   y.

Even when the fire is lost,
the embers of love will burn on.
713 · Feb 2013
A Puff Cloud's Dream
Sean Yessayan Feb 2013
When I close my eyes
I fall from the sky
gasping for air,
while squinting I cry.

Nauseously excited
Landing will be a cinch
knowing I'll stay safe
while the onlookers wince.

Over head I see a plane
one day I will fly,
and if e'er I climb too high
I know I'll ne'er die.
696 · Apr 2013
The Strangest Eyes
Sean Yessayan Apr 2013
I have been lost for one day too many
it wasn't until now that I realized.

On that day I woke up with a stranger's eyes,
and what I saw I knew was new.
I left my home after taking a while
to try and recognize the face and smile
All the features staring back were me
but in reality couldn't be true

Walking now I feel the shoes
in which this day chose me to fill.  
My downcast eyes-- by my feet mesmerized--
had hardly familiarized themselves with the world.
The spectral haze crept on the horizon,
the fog's clearly opaque clouds drew around me too.

I now knew each moment was a lifetime lived before,
as each day was a new life that starts the same.
684 · Jan 2013
The Night Knows
Sean Yessayan Jan 2013
Four blocks of ice concealed in a cylindrical prison,
cubes-- they're so imperfectly not.
An eclectic mixture now gone,
empty drinks sweating circles on wood.
The owners in mismatched homes
of strangers well known.
Four blocks of ice saw it all,
saddened only when they lose the last drops they keep cold.
678 · Mar 2014
The Sandbox
Sean Yessayan Mar 2014
The first time
I lost a home
was when I
outgrew
my sandbox.
668 · Jun 2012
Want to Need
Sean Yessayan Jun 2012
To want is a specific desire,
not to be confused with what we require.
If a cozy sweater is what you need most,
don’t forget those who need the warmth of fire.

If one needs, they will fight to remain alive.
When you want it’s just for a new way to thrive.
To want can seem quite selfish, but half the glass is full--
the need to rise past the mundane helps us strive.

If one desires a hand to hold and love,
is such an act like caging a cooing dove?
Do not let your dove be cooped without a key,
their wants, compared to yours, should be held above.

When you want, keep this simple idea in mind:
What for you’ve pined may agree with the divine,
but hold close the ones you deem ethereal,
for a wish that’s perverted He wont find kind.
649 · Jun 2012
Clarity of Mind
Sean Yessayan Jun 2012
Clarity of mind,
like a window pane,
can be a lens to observe life;
but regardless of how immaculate,
there will always be a film in between
hindering true limpidity.
Sean Yessayan Aug 2014
Lovin' you is easy 'cause you're easy*
Mirrored instruction on both sides
of a countless-sided sword
toil the earth,
so all that grows
believes,
as if it's truth,
because lovin' you is easy 'cause you're easy.
642 · Jul 2012
Human Nature (10 Words)
Sean Yessayan Jul 2012
Trivial pursuits
of incorporeal joys
are essential to our existence.
625 · Sep 2014
Morning Commute
Sean Yessayan Sep 2014
The artist dragged
a hand across
a city skyline
in the sky
while the paint
was still wet.
617 · Jul 2013
Wane Without End
Sean Yessayan Jul 2013
I draw lines like a map
and walk along its coast.
The tempests of one day,
seem to quell by the next.  
After the sand's the swell's host,
my troubled tides pull away.
Sean Yessayan Mar 2014
Five bars boxed conceal my fate,
opulent stiff trees sit outside an iron grate.
I can't leave this prison for I'm the secret's committee--
my captors want the source of my surreptitious serendipity.

In the surreal landscape stood a man
laying in the vertical catamaran;
he's not a man queer and unknown,
but a queer man with the same face as my own.

I stare as I stare, and a smile breaks
like a mirrored leaf fallen, ripples a still lake.
The forest becomes him, for blurred vision ensues.
Teared freedom he uses, for to blink I refuse

My oppressors' gaze won't break away.
Believing I pine to nap under the trees' shade
Yet I'm as liberated as I am confined,
so my life alone I will never mind

I've done, will do, and am doing everything I want,
so when I close my eyes the wind is my confidant.
Speaking to me I follow its every elision--
the eurythmic breeze unleashes my inhibitions.

Leading me to the dark corner of my cell
with beauty all around me I stay in this hell
As night falls the bars rise in turn,
for the clear, star-streaked sky I yearn.

On queue the creek of a door latch is heard
I must choose but my decision won't be deterred:
the door leads to my guardians' labyrinthine maze,
the window-- a drop to the darkness, who preys.

So what do I do? Flip a coin with no sides.
With the decision face up in the moon's candlelight.
Frozen by fear of the known and untold.
Convinced I'm not ready, my merits must mold.
609 · Mar 2014
Watery Eyes
Sean Yessayan Mar 2014
Three or four cups
I'm not really sure
formed two lids,
an iris,
and a pupil
on a table.

I guess I'm being watched.
606 · Feb 2014
Beautifully Night
Sean Yessayan Feb 2014
Behind a window
I travel the world
with melody carrying the road.
Today is freedom
and tomorrow is open.

I stop

Clear skies in my head,
because when Johnny reigns
it pours.

A lure
left
taken.

Thank you,
for a beautiful night.
601 · Apr 2012
Last Within Reason
Sean Yessayan Apr 2012
I sit with you, my friend.
My silence--I can't comprehend--
words fail me, unsure what to say;
simply, "It will all be okay."

The answer I gave is right,
but sincerity dies with trite.
Life's tribulations have reason,
even for this recent treason.

Time will connect with the timeless--
then sense can be made of all this mess;
but when, I cannot be sure of--
'til then, I'll console you with love.

This idea of clarity--
closure to the problems that be.
An illusion that may comfort.
"How do you know?" Is your retort.

"Cause the world works itself out"--
If that's the case, I then doubt
my, now former, preached discernment--
Discrepancies make me repent.

It's the perception that counts...
"Don't depress when confusion mounts,
you searched all reason-- all, but one:
     That your life will be better
     If the clarity remains undone"
599 · Aug 2013
Prose Isn't Verse, a Haiku
Sean Yessayan Aug 2013
Hello Poetry,
Why are you not stopping prose
running rampant here?
589 · Aug 2014
A Welcomed Distraction
Sean Yessayan Aug 2014
I notice,
while sitting with a pen,
harvesting words
for the task I was given,
fantastic dreams
of ****** exploration,
unobtainable and maybe unrequited,
cloud my mind
with a most fatal attraction.
587 · May 2012
Hellish Friends
Sean Yessayan May 2012
How can I call you friends,
with your naught time of day.
A mockery of the word;
a hell with no real cure.
I forgive injustices.
Always.
I just wish
to understand the bases.
Mine and yours.
Sean Yessayan Nov 2014
I fight against time
by refusing to subtract
an hour from clocks.
554 · May 2014
A Night not Lost
Sean Yessayan May 2014
These are the nights I should be out with friends, but I give in to the allure of writing instead.
552 · Nov 2014
She'll know (a haiku)
Sean Yessayan Nov 2014
When saying goodnight
is hardly your final thought,
pray she's creative.
535 · Jun 2012
Mulled Morning
Sean Yessayan Jun 2012
Sleepless night.
Dashed lines on either side,
one handled wheel in front.

Glaring gales from glassed gasses
add weight to twitching lids.

Close
Open
Close

Open.
Bright light blinding--
beams reaching out--
The fingers of God warm my face.

Eyes adjust as I wake.
I straighten up.
The road stretches on.
504 · Mar 2013
Happy Birthday, a haiku
Sean Yessayan Mar 2013
Birthdays are foolish;
a day is simply a day,
nothing is special.
Sean Yessayan Aug 2014
Magic lost behind
two black panes 'fore sultry white
e'er hiding her soul.
489 · Feb 2013
Well, will you? (a haiku)
Sean Yessayan Feb 2013
I don't know quite when
but one day the world will end
will you join me then?
482 · May 2013
To Show a Friend
Sean Yessayan May 2013
Sitting on my sleeve
The green being grew accustomed.
Flicked off, he flew in free fall,
"That predetermined drop must be awful"
This was an attempt to show a friend how obscurely one could describe love.
443 · Sep 2014
Alive (a haiku)
Sean Yessayan Sep 2014
Dormant eyes slept open'd,
sought but hardly for naught,
lasting evermore.
442 · Mar 2013
Sunrise, a haiku
Sean Yessayan Mar 2013
The circle of life
proves that it will never end
with each new sunrise.
438 · Jul 2012
Alive (10w)
Sean Yessayan Jul 2012
Sigh*
feeling alive just isn't what it used to be.
427 · May 2013
Kubla Khan 10w
Sean Yessayan May 2013
Samuel Coleridge might be proud of my Kubla Khan attempt.
410 · Aug 2014
MXCVII
Sean Yessayan Aug 2014
Her voice echoed
(in remembrance)
from the past
(in passing)
of today
(in glorified celebration)
for centuries to come.
Sean Yessayan Nov 2013
I heard someone say
"it's going to be my first marriage,"
today. God, how sad.
393 · Apr 2012
Real Truth
Sean Yessayan Apr 2012
Your eyes hide your lies.
Your words conceal lies in them.
Your actions are truth.
390 · Jul 2013
Tonight's Ten Words
Sean Yessayan Jul 2013
I bathed in a steam shower, I still feel impure.
Sean Yessayan Aug 2014
One
two
infinity.
Ask and receive.
If only words could come to life
through this screen.
A truthful miracle
I'd wish for over thrice.
Hundreds of squared pixels
can only hide
a greater beauty
whose words it relays.
Even if to be seen once.
For you know who
Sean Yessayan Mar 2014
We sat silently
to watch the sunset
on our phones.
379 · Dec 2013
Stay Patient, a haiku
Sean Yessayan Dec 2013
I've yet to forget,
slews of verses on paper
written just for you.
351 · Jun 2014
We(ak)
Sean Yessayan Jun 2014
A week,
we eke
weak.
312 · Nov 2013
Sometimes 10w
Sean Yessayan Nov 2013
Sometimes,
I wonder,
will it be dark
when I die?

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