I am 16

I hate relationships

I haven't had one in two years
I've been happy since
Girls are great
***
Freedom

Anything I'd like
It's wonderful

Then comes Stephanie

She isn't nearly as hot as some of the girls I've hooked up with
Why must I like her

Why am I pulled to her

Why do I get shy around her
That has never been a problem
It's been three years since I've been shy

Then comes Stephanie

What do I do
I can't think
Can't study
Can't focus
On anything
but
her

Help me.

Save me from her


*"Happiness is the most insidious prison.."

I'm in the best shape of my life
I smoke
I could out run you
I smoke
I could out think you
I smoke
What's the problem? Why mustn't I do it?
I'm told many times no
Yet I smoke


It grasps me from the moment it's lit
Pulls me into a new reality
The way I'd describe it is: Life, but better


I take my first step


Trippin' *****



I don't even think I'm able
To shimmy past the table
Without trippin' on cables
Me n Niles dyin'
Hunter's trippin *****
Hendrik lickin walls


Life, *but better