Gently kissing the space left from where your heart faded I weep
To embrace you no longer is punishment beyond all reason.

Casting doubt on your existence I lay bare, uncovered, untainted by love, tormented by demons, lost to the mercy of sorrow.

Begging forgiveness for all that is rite yet lusting for the passions of wrong, my invisibility towards the light fades, as does my soul.

For what shall this life be without love without hope, expectations of high standards could not be lived up to Remorse is all I own.

I crash before thee and pray for the echoes of whispers that once took me by the hand and led me to enlightenment, until then my shadows die.

Closer than my own heart

You share my being
Warmer than a winters fire

Your glow surrounds me

Angelic are your ways

You shine light to my dark

Unselfishly breathing

Your words comfort me

Doing what needs to be done

You never complain

Smiling through sorrowed eyes,

You see others first

How can one-doubt angels,

When blessed with you

Ripped to shreds for a man is not a man unless he walks alone

Bones will crumble time will fail but all in all survival is his thirst

Cast out by higher plains shredded of glory just for believing

Believing the consequences of nature can be reversed all will be saved

May one borrow the time to know that witch has clasped thy heart
Walk the journey of life together, share dreams of joy in eternity
May one borrow the thoughts of beauty from within what is you
Lay down by your side as one; grows old and graceful without fear
May one borrow your lips to place against mine and never stray

Trust in you forever as you trust in me; shed no pain to our souls
May one borrow forgiveness for unmatched mistaken arguments
Compromise ill gained words, respect each other’s future dreams
May one borrow the time to lie before you, I ask of you my love
May one borrow your time

Look hard my love to find me,

Try to reach that which is empty

Promise to capture what little of me is left.

Glue back the peaces, so I can learn to love once more

Embrace me with open arms, guide me towards the sun

Unlock the hurt that circles my chilled soul

Take pity on this shattered heart, but mend me patiently

Unbrake the broken, forgive the sins, pray for me

And I shall forever love you

Angels could fall around me,

I would not awaken

For this soul is a lonely one,

Peace resides elsewhere

Cast in stone, this heart is dead,

Tread pass if you dare

I care not for people,

Persecuted with hate for mankind

Discussed by that they call living,

Invigorated by death

More powerful than time,

Ungodliness breathes me life

Embrace me if you can,

Fear me if you cant.

Should of loved
Should of cared
Should of wanted
Should of shared
Should of needed
Should of stayed
Should of hoped
Should of prayed
Should of said
Should of told
Should of noticed
Should of hold
Should of helped
Should of lived
Should of listened
Should of gived