Tears roll down your face.
My heart begins a sudden pace.
I feel the air leave the room.
The light becomes gloom.
All shreds of happiness dissipate.
My mind begins to decimate.
All options of how to react.
My body tightens and contracts.
Then you smile.
And suddenly life seems worth while.

I wish you no more tears to cry.
I wish I was the reason why.
I wish for your touch.
I wish to love you so much.
I wish our hearts grew together.
I wish you happiness forever.
I wish those eyes never stop glistening.
I wish to be always listening.
I wish you less pain to go through
I wish a wish for you.

I get lost in your eyes.
Between space and time.
Moments standing still.
Making my heart fill.
Joy and happiness merge in twists and twirls.
Your eyes the window into your world.
Then I blink,
And get lost all over again.

I hate my pain. I love my mistakes.
Nothing to gain, yet everything is at stake.
I open my eyes, life is dark.
I am a lover in disguise, it's a start.
I yearn affection, yet bleed compassion.
I want your attention, while time is passing.
I grow old as I wait, for you to love me.
I despise this blind state, I just want to see.
Lifes final seconds are fleeting, I fade alone self defeating.
I tried to love you, I lost myself.
I wish I knew what to do, into the abyss I delve.
Wondering weary eyed and hopeless, I am alone.

Pardon my happiness. Your voice carries tones of beauty. Hearing every word is a willing duty. Grace of Angel's fail to compare. To tempt temptation do I dare? I hope you realize your worth. For you are everything but a curse. You have the power to change feelings and emotions. You deserve the best of notions. May the world serve you in peace. As I lay asunder, torn to pieces.

What makes you think you deserve my best? You didnt love me at my worst. I'm getting this off my chest, it feels like a curse. I'm running and drowning in my own head. Tripping over what I never said. The downward spiral was evil and twisted. I just want to look in your eyes and feel like I existed. All of the evils I've fought and bested. Your affection is all I wanted to feel connected. My hope's haunt my dreams. And your devilish games make my heart scream.