This is a bad movie, I don't like this scene, I've been recast. You had my heart and ripped it. Almost like it was scripted. I feel played, you put on a good performance I must say. I'm trying to act fine, even though you dropped me like a bad line. My love was rejected, on my own now redirected. Now I'm the star of my own show, feeling brighter now check my glow. I'm in a better sequence, maybe on a roll with no deliquence. I'm the lead role of my life as I expected, you will no long be credited.

I wonder, am I diluting these illusions of seclusion? I want to borrow your voice because I'm alone. It carries a familiar tone. Please forgive me, I'm trying to atone. I always looked at you so slanted, I always took what you said for granted. Now it's set in stone granite. So many warnings I should've listened. So many words I missed them. I'm missing you and you're with him. I walk my way head up high, secretly wishing I was that guy. I miss you being around, our love was so profound. I hope he treats you right in leaps and bounds. I couldn't bare to stare in those eyes and beg for another try, I thought I already said goodbye?

This took a long time to catch. I guess it's far fetched. I was on the apex, now check out my on point flex. You left me wrecked, now look who saved me next. Now I pose this, I no longer need to be coddled. My current interest is a model. You can be your own victim, I'm done with those symptoms. In my heart you couldn't pay the rent, you've been evicted. You get the picture I depicted? I have to adjust my sights, not used to trying to focus at such heights. As I look down on what we were, I realize we weren't so pure. Now I have a filter on tap to be sure. I'll always remember our start, but now someone else has taken your place in my heart. I try not to be obscene, but it's a curse for me not to be mean. We just don't seem to be in the same grand scheme.

I keep wanting more, I'm yearning. The wheels of my mind keep moving, they're turning. The fire in my heart is so hot, it's burning. I feel the waves of this ocean of emotions. I get the idea but you missed the notions. I'm used to rejection, but upon inspection, I didn't deserve the ejection from our relationship. I heard words I never wanted to leave your lips. I sit here in contemplation, wondering what went wrong in our relations. I only ever wanted you to be happy. And all I can do is remember and be sappy. I grimace as your image passes through my mind. In your love, myself did I find. All I can do is remember, I want our connection to be dismembered. You bring me so much pain now. I'll always love you, that much I vow. Until our paths cross again, you'll always be my friend.

I always try to reach you, but you're always so distant. I never stopped trying, I was so consistent. I want to have a choice, in deciding if I want your touch or to hear your voice. You're all I think about, but I doubt I'll give you another thought. We laughed, we loved and we fought. Being alone I'm so distraught. I value the lessons I've been taught. So wound up and what not. I don't want you to be someone I forgot.

I apologize for not responding. I was despondent and absconding. I'm layered in fears. Emotions tearing at my tears.  I am aware I gave you years. I'm going to a better place and I hope to not see you there. No matter how hard I try to displace you, I remember embracing you. I loved you and loved again, now I'm alone again like when I began. Why am I daunted by the haunted thoughts of us? I didn't want to believe your trust was only a bust. I move on because I must, not because it's right or just. I don't want to lust in lieu of you. We've gone our separate ways and so many words come to mind that I never got to say. I condone this road I'm on alone. I loved you and you were the reason why, but we parted and this is goodbye.

what's the matter? Don't you hear the patter, of this lonley beating heart? We had it all from the start. I grew leaps and bounds for you, only to die in the end. Only conclusion I drew, I'd do it all again for you. In a heartbeat, as the blood pulses in my veins with unfathomable heat. I'd love you over and over, My last thoughts of you escape me, as i try to peaceably be. No wound so deep, as the one you see.