I always try to reach you, but you're always so distant. I never stopped trying, I was so consistent. I want to have a choice, in deciding if I want your touch or to hear your voice. You're all I think about, but I doubt I'll give you another thought. We laughed, we loved and we fought. Being alone I'm so distraught. I value the lessons I've been taught. So wound up and what not. I don't want you to be someone I forgot.

I apologize for not responding. I was despondent and absconding. I'm layered in fears. Emotions tearing at my tears.  I am aware I gave you years. I'm going to a better place and I hope to not see you there. No matter how hard I try to displace you, I remember embracing you. I loved you and loved again, now I'm alone again like when I began. Why am I daunted by the haunted thoughts of us? I didn't want to believe your trust was only a bust. I move on because I must, not because it's right or just. I don't want to lust in lieu of you. We've gone our separate ways and so many words come to mind that I never got to say. I condone this road I'm on alone. I loved you and you were the reason why, but we parted and this is goodbye.

what's the matter? Don't you hear the patter, of this lonley beating heart? We had it all from the start. I grew leaps and bounds for you, only to die in the end. Only conclusion I drew, I'd do it all again for you. In a heartbeat, as the blood pulses in my veins with unfathomable heat. I'd love you over and over, My last thoughts of you escape me, as i try to peaceably be. No wound so deep, as the one you see.