scarmaya nicole

scarmaya nicole Jun 18

she's not just like any other queen. her kingdom is built in a place you've never heard of, but as soon as you see her, you know it is thriving under the silence of her loud strides, and the grace of her gestures, courtesy at its finest, mirrors the realm of her own world. only the deserving can step on her land; one should work hard for it.

scarmaya nicole Jun 18

free

a feather floating on the wind is always deemed something lost in the breeze of fate, but you showed me that one could have the life of someone who happily dances in the air of such mystery.

a poem for someone who is a care-free person.

scarmaya nicole May 5

wordless agony

it's been a long time since i've bled through poetry
please let me feel again the pain of knowing where i'm hurt

i don't know what i'm supposed to say anymore.

scarmaya nicole Mar 28

to the cat i had to let go

i pay my debt by seeing you everywhere and realizing we will never meet again.

i will be forever haunted by the fact that i played a role in losing you.

scarmaya nicole Mar 23

lost

sometimes
the more you try to find yourself
the more lost you get

there's no running away from the fate of doom.

scarmaya nicole Jan 29

spare me

everyday i eat dirt just to prove im worthy to step on this land

everyday i inhale toxic gas just to prove im worthy to breathe its air

it's try to say "i belong, i belong, i belong." but i know to myself i never want to be here

i don't want to be worthy of this

scarmaya nicole Jan 18

love me pain

it is the pleasure in killing myself.

the sting from my wounds are my food.