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Sawyer Gowans May 2015
Many mistakes have been made in my days
Many tears shed
Many laughs lost
Many hearts broken
And to think I've stayed
never risking the trip
To you
cross the sea
who was right after just that one kiss

My days were different in the days we lived close
Many adventures taken
Many fires gathered round
Many moments cherished
And now after years we have lived and we've learned
and now the ocean looks smaller and the flight isn't so far
I will make it there
But if I'm too late
All I ask for is your happiness
Sawyer Gowans Jan 2015
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I love you, I miss you, I want you, I adore you.
What do you do when I love you is I miss you, when I  miss you is I want you, when I want you is I adore you, and when I adore you is I still love you?

I love I love you.
I sometimes miss I miss you.
I have wanted I want you.
I will always adore I adore you.

*life would be so much easier if they were all one
different people. different times. same man?
Sawyer Gowans Apr 2014
I am anchored
I am grounded
I have a solid base
I am restrained
I am shackled
I am held in place
Sawyer Gowans Mar 2014
Tell me why the feeling dies?
Tell me why after all the longing, all the passion, and all the promise of future, it still leaves just as suddenly as it came.
How does something with such proclaimed importance mean so much one day
and nothing the next.
Tell me why?
Sawyer Gowans Mar 2014
Four thousand six hundred fifty two miles away
from my small town front door to the bed where you lay.
One thousand one hundred fifty minutes from you,
a long time to travel but I'd do it for you.
Two hundred thirty two days  since you left,
two hundred thirty one nights without rest.
A million statistics but none that I see
that will ever be enough to keep you from me.
missing snugs
Sawyer Gowans Mar 2014
I am happy. But somewhere far off but not so far to go unfelt, something is hollow. Something is dying slowly and I can't stop it.  Something it roting away from the inside out. This thing, I can not see it, though I have tried. It lingers in my blind spot and radiates terror, pain, anguish, and strangely youth. This dying thing radiates youth. A forgotten piece of yesterday's news, gasconading all around about it's lesser years and smoother skin, it's joyous dreams that I can no longer share.
Sawyer Gowans Dec 2013
Seven billion people gathered, their names scribed in black and gold above one of four doors. Three billion, six hundred fifty eight million, nine hundred eighty seven thousand, two hundred seven over the first door, two billion, one hundred fifty eight  million, nine hundred forty seven million, five hundred sixty three, above the next, one billion, one hundred eighty two thousand, sixty five thousand, two hundred twenty nine, above the third.
My name was crudely scratched into the rickety shambles of the fourth. My name and my name only.
The people fade away as the door closes behind me, their laughter drifts from my ears, their faces begin to blur in my frail memory and then they are gone.
I am alone.
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