why is it that i cannot seem to get you out of my brain
it's been seven months and i still can't seem to fathom the thought of you being with someone other than me
and i know i shouldn't be thinking like that but it's just
you ruined me
you ripped my entire being to shreds without even thinking
i know i should be over you
and i know i should find some sort of comfort or stability
into the thought that one day when i'm strong enough
and when i will no longer let you control my emotions
i will be able to look you in the eyes and feel absolutely nothing
but when i'm lonely at night my heart doesn't want to let you go

s.p

-you’re still in my mind but not in my life