savanah tuttle

savanah tuttle Jun 2011

what r these tears for?
r they sad?
r they for the one i love?

i suppose or think they're
for the person i cry for?

would these tears
i shed be for me?
or are they for the
guys for me?

could it just be for me and him?
the relationship that has not been?

i dont know
what they r for?

my tears come day to day night to night
and always forever more

ever since we saw each other
i've always wanted to be
w u and nothing u do will change
the love i have for u

savanah tuttle May 2011

MY HEART MY LOVE MY SOUL

can any one hear me that my heart is screaming out
for the one that i love that im in love with
and yet i fell like im on the edge of a ledge scramming
and now one can hear me

they can see but they cant hear it and dont care that i am
and i dont understand why people wont let me be happy and
be in love and do what i want? i dont understand it

my heart wants him what about him? does his heart want me?
does he want me? does he think about me as much as i do? does he
want me? does he think about us as much as i do?

what is he doing? i am so much in love with him.
i sleep on words around him i cant think around him i cant say what i want
my hands sweet and i cant breath around him

its like the lights go dime and everyone around goes a way and its just us and
us only
thats how he makes me feel and i trust him and respect him and i am calm around him and i melt o god i melt and i mean that from from my heart
my heart skips a beet w him i just love being around him

i love him sooooo....... much i dont know what to do i love him if hes not hear
or ever leaves i dont wanna be here anymore and i MEAN THAT he is my HEART IF HES GONE SO IM I

I MEAN THAT FROM MY HEART

<3 ~ DANIEL ROBERT EALR I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TILL DEATH ~ <3

savanah tuttle May 2011

why cant i have him?

why cant i have him?
that is the question that i ask my self every day
what is it that i cant have him? why?

why does he not wanna fall in love again?
why does he not wanna show love?
why does he not wanna show that he is in love w me?
why does he wanna not say anything?

those are the questions that i ask myself and
quite many more

we both have a lot in com min and he see's it but he also knows that
he is in love w me but just wont show it
and i dont know why?

why why why?
why wont he show me that he loves me
why wont we love me
why wont he say that he is in love with me?

why why why?

i dont get it i dont understand him?
that what i say and ask myself that to is
why why why and i dont understand thats the
two questions that i ask myself

i love him and i am in love with him and i wanna be with him
and spend the rest of my life with him
he is my life,soul,heart,body,my everything.

<3 ~ I WILL ALWAYS BE IN LOVE WITH DANIEL ROBERT EARL ~ <3

savanah tuttle May 2011

my best friend

it is wounder full to best friends w ur ex as long as u know that ur
friendship will last knowing that ur still in love
witch they know and hope that they r in love w u back to
but w me its means the world to me that im friends w my ex
and it feels so good to be friends w him
if he died about two or three yrs ago

i dont know what i would do
umm... lets see maybe not be here anymore cause thats why im still living is him
and if its not for him i dont know what i would do

go crazy some thing i dont know when he touches me and kisses me
it like im on cloud 9 or 10 and its just me and him
him and i thats all i want big time
all i can see is him in my dreams,my mind,when i close my eyes, when i
am thinking

i want him so much and so bad i want him to touch me, feel me, be in me, be w me.
he's all i can think of as any day come and thats all i see as of tomorrow
him in my life and my heart my heart will beet for him and him only
i miss him what can i do to have him in my life,with me,in me,in my heart, my soul?

                             TO MY BEST FRIEND
                                           ~* <3 DANIEL ROBERT EARL <3 *~
                                                           <3 I LOVE YOU <3

savanah tuttle May 2011

WHEN IS IT ENOUGH FOR U TO BE IN LOVE W ME

my heart breaks knowing that im not w my one true love
i wish upon a star and pray to god that i am w him
that he would be w me and in love w me
he is my body, heart, soul, and mind and i want to be
w him

he says he loves me but i feel that he also is in love w me to
but wont say nothing my heart is breaking cause im not
w him

i melt when it comes to him everything goes away i dont wanna smoke any more nothing all my problems go away and its just me and him
he loves me he wants me but the main thing is i am married

that hurts my heart but at lest i know that he respects that fact of a
married woman

i cant sleep at nights cause i want him and i'm not w him and
he's not w me, he is my everything and i want him i want to do a
love spell but i dont know which kind of love spell

everything that i know now is cause of what he has done and
helped me w
cars,trucks, wanting to learn about them and everything,
i wanna be bad when it comes to him im so tired of being the good girl and when it comes to him i just wanna be bad

raceing,steal things,go and do what i never thought that i would do
when it comes to him thats all i see and i see our future in his eyes
and everything

i want him, all of him everyday and second, min.,every hour,everyday,every week,every month and every year.
i would not want him if im not in love w him and i am.
he knows that i love him so much and he knows that
i want him he is a fried to fall in love again not cause he
was hurt cause he dont wanna hurt me or anyone again

he said that he can leave any time up and leave
and know one will know and disappear and no one
can find him and i want to go and be w him
he dont want me to well if he ups and leaves w out me i dont wanna be here any more

no more of being hurt no more w out being w out him no more being in pain
waiting for him thats my love my life my everything and he knows it

well if it is true about 2012 why be here anyways right? well thats all
i just want him i cant breath around him and cant think
i can do any thing cause that's what being in love is about and since
day one freshman yr i cant stop thinking about him

we r best friends and its gonna remain the same till we die and
i want to grow old w him and have a family w and be w him he is all
i can think of as tomorrow goes he is always on my mind and he will
always be mine and no one else we remain together for ever

<3 ~I LOVE YOU DANIEL ROBERT EARL TILL DEATH ~ <3

savanah tuttle Aug 2010

doing what i love to do

their is a song in my
head that will not go away
whatever i do does not help it go away

it comes back and i think pending on what
what i think about on what
the words mean and the meanning behide them and i add them to a song

everday when i wake up a new song pops up and i write it down
and im done w a new pome or song hoping that it will get out

and people will love

people reading them and knowing what i mean makes me feel good
and knowing that i am doing what i love to do

savanah tuttle Aug 2010

Doing what u need to do

getting up
getting ready going out side

doing what you have to do
is what you need to do
find nothing that u need people face

that your not nothing and
that you cant so anything and there
is nothing you can do

well you feel you can do it but
when it is thrown in your face
you slowly pick ur self up pending on what you can do and you can do