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 Jul 2013 Sarina
hkr
maybe if he smelled like you
i wouldn't cry
when he ***** me.
 Jul 2013 Sarina
hkr
oh.
 Jul 2013 Sarina
hkr
oh.
i kissed a boy
i had no feelings for
because his drugs
made me forget
about the boy who
took all my feelings
with him.
 Jul 2013 Sarina
hkr
i just can't get over
that night by the lake
do i even have to say
which one i mean?


it was so cold, so, so cold
and we didn't say a word
but i could feel every part of you
against every last part of me

months later
i carved us into
the wood

*heaven was here.
That Saturday
when they pulled your teeth,
he came at nine,
the smoker, the drinker,
the one with hard black pebbles
for eyes.

Your aim? To ******, to thrill,
the American ******
with daffodil hair.
Out from the rain and into a bar,
dialogue on birthdays
and becoming old.

A speck of seriousness,
your mood, spiked,
each 'conquest' you called it
so fabulous,
always this way;
you knew it would be.

Hand on waist,
you gasped for air
as if drowning in ginger ale,
one kiss,
light as a feather,
the first.

Positive,
it's only physical,
this lovely magnetism
but his burning voice
you clung to
like a thin cigarette.

Past fuzzy lights,
through a summer shower
that fell faster and faster,
just like that, another one gone,
another name
maybe thinking of you.
Written: July 2013 and April 2014.
Explanation: A poem written in my own time, and another one that could be part of my third-year university dissertation concerning Ted Hughes and Sylvia Plath. This poem describes an event documented in Plath's collected journals - in August of 1950 (aged 17 at the time), Plath went on a date one Saturday (having had some wisdom teeth removed earlier on) with a boy named Emile. The two went dancing at Ten Acres, a former roadside dance hall in Wayland, Massachusetts (it is now a Jewish reform congregation site.) Despite searching, no more detailed information about Emile has been found.
 Jul 2013 Sarina
hkr
our dads left
matching bruises
where our hearts
should be

and when you kissed me
i realized all those lullabies?
they'd never fixed me
touching bruises with love --
or otherwise
only makes us blue

i'm sorry, so sorry
we should have been
something beautiful.

if i hadn't already used up
all my kisses on missing you
i'd make it better.
but i was just another foolish girl.
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