Even when I'm spent,
I sprint to you.
Your sleeping in the sun,
I shade you.
When your not so fun,
I clown or cry for you,
A smile on your face,
I shape to fill the space for you.

We're far from oxymoron,
Not alone together, a dull shine or honest liars
Pair bonding in oxytocin
Ice my fingers, then you blow'n
Them, cool my body,
Adds to grow on,
The passion we two flow from.

So,

I'm a little embarrassed,
however ashamed I might feel,
here goes.......:

Upon hearing from a text message from my brother that you were engaged,
I burst into tears, texted my best friend, cried a little more. It was strange.
And then got on with my busy day.
I then came to a complete stop only to realize that this news was plaguing my mind,
I had to know the truth.
So I sent you that email, hoping you would reply.
The email was completely genuine.
I then still felt like a crazy person.......
So I called my brothers girlfriend, found out his username and password,
hacked into his account, stalked your fb page and realized it was a hoax,
felt further emotional confusion, idiotic, potentially psychopathic.
Singed out.
Had to tell you.
I'm glad its not true.
However, if it were, I would accept it, not that that even freaking matters.

I have an odd attachment to you that I hope will soon leave me.
It is painful and odd.
I had been crying over you for the last 3 days.
So hearing the news startled me.

I have moved on in reality from you, however, emotionally, I have not.

I am pleased to hear you have a lady.

I'm a **** wit.