they say put the past behind u
but the past always seems to mentally find you
even when your overly happy the sorrough will over whelm you for no reason all the time u gonna see lil things in life that bring back them fealings them memories they hide them selves in pannties at the store in smells of the rooms u stayed in before the nightmares of the pimps nd the ****** the flashbaccs nd the thoughts that hold u back from succeeding even if ur making progress youll always have memories that depress you

the pain
I done caused my celf
the struggle that ive truly ceen
the past life that ive lived
ive learned what faith really means
I never had my own hope I had to borough it from others

you have family they love you dearly
but the pain they cause cuts you severly
they don't cee or understand the pain caused by one man
the mistakes you made along the way of your masterplan
now your trying to do better but betters not the best
you sold your inner and your outter celf so whats left
that life can be changed its all up to your determination
even if you stand alone atleast your body has restoration
do it for you so others can cee its more than talk
at first their support is low but they'll cee what your pain has cost
they'll cee the far way you've come
at the end of the day youll be loved by someone