That far away glance you send me across the classroom

What is that smile on your lips?
Do you know how I feel?

Or are you mocking me?
In a hatful way to say your not gay?
I'm not any different

I'm just a girl...
My heart beats just like yours
My wishes reach the clouds

Maybe my clouds are far far away
Maybe you can't see them
You don't know the life in me
Because my life is lost

I'm a little lost cloud being pushed in a storm

And that smile....
I hope it's not going to help push me in....