I am Sarah, Sarah B,
I am a daughter to Mum and Dad,
A Sister to Siblings, one, two and me
And a Girlfriend to Boyfriend.
I am also You to You. Yes that can be
but I am Myself!
It's Me! It's ME!
Me, Myself And I,
are not Three,
But Are One.
They are Me

Just close you eyes,
And count to three.
I'll be there after 2.
Holding you close,
Like it was the very last time.
And if I'm not there in person,
I'm still in your Heart,
Just close your eyes,
And feel my warmth,
Of all the times I've held you close.

Where are you when I cry myself to sleep?
Where are you when I can't breathe?
Where are you when I can't handle it no more?
Where are you when I wonder if it's better being dead?
Are you asleep in your bed?
Are you smelling the beautiful flowers?
Are you out with your friends?
Are you busy living your life?
No you're there in Scotland, playing golf,
And I'm here crying my eyes out..
What can I do?
I don't know..
What do I do?
I write and cry..

Most nights I cry myself to sleep.
Deep in my thoughts,
Lost in my nightmares.
Tossing and Turning,
Not quite able to stay still and drift to sleep.

Some nights tough,
I feel blessed,
And Really Just happy!
For the people I care are content,
And have turned my mood around.

I used to be happy,
I used to be free, careless.
Always smiling and beaming.
Eating soil like it was candy.

I started to have nightmares,
Those nightmares came true.
The darkness started creeping in,
And I had no one to keep it out.

Most days now I am quiet,
Lonely with my thoughts.
Being ignored by the most,
Falling deeper into my hole.

Some days I am lucky,
I see a light, and feel courage.
That light is given to me by
My other half, my better half.

He keeps me safe.
He helps me cheer up again.
He came just in the nick of time,
Without him I'm sure I would be far off.

Never get your hopes up
Is what i learned from life
Cuz something always happens
And nothing ends up right

Times they are a changing
make everybody feel blue
just turn up the music
and forget what you're supposed to do.

I'm broken, I'm shattered,
tears roll down my face.
I hate this, this sadness,
when will it all go away?