I can't help how I feel.
I don't know what is real.
What I think is pure happiness,
Is another growing black abyss.
My heart is yearning for something more.
A hand to hold forever more.
But I cant seem to shake the doubt,
that i'll be alone and just die out.
I want a future, I want love.
There's nothing more that I've dreamt of.
You are the light to my night, you're the sun to my day.
My heart's crying out, I need you to stay.

Your eyes are held onto mine.
Down on our laps, our fingers intertwine.
The sun is setting slowly,
I never want to let you go.

Gently you move your hand
slowly through my hair.
Leaning in closely,
you whisper in my ear.

The three words you say
are imprinted on my heart.
Your eyes smolder like fire
as a gentle kiss starts.

Hands still intertwined.
I hope you're forever mine.

Nobody ever wants to be upset.
No one wants to cry because they simply cannot find a better way to express how they feel.
But when you find someone willing to hold you while you cry, wouldn't it be worth it?
If he want to wrap his arms around you tight, and kiss your forehead,
why would you even have reason to cry?
It could be the inexperience of a relationship like this.
The unfamiliar feeling of being cared about.
Being appreciated and desired.
You become jealous and naturally doubtful because of all your lingering insecurities from past relationships.
While in reality, there is no reason to be so concerned.
Not only do you have the one person who makes you happy in every way,
you have someone that you can create memories with.
Someone to share a lifetime.