It's been a month and I'm already sick of this
The twitching when I write
When I roll my eyes back
People looking at me funny

All I ever hear about from the stupid kids is,
"Seizure Sara!"
"Seizure Sara!"
Sometime I even get a ***** look from someone
Like I can help it

My good friends are now afraid of me
They treat me like a helpless animal
Every time someone ask
I have to explain the whole **** thing to them

Help me
Help my seizures
Help my fear

Do you know what homesick feels like?
It feels like pain of heartbreak or guilt or depression. I want to cry everytime I think of my home back in Hawaii.

Do you know what it's like to have no one who understands you? No one that is like you in any common way? I miss home so bad. I miss my friends so bad. It gets even better knowing they don't give a crap that I left.

I hate my life.
I hate El Paso.
I hate my new friends.
I hate my school and my house.
I hate everything.

I wish someone would talk to me about it.
I can't stand keeping this locked up.
It's tearing me inside out.
I don't even think this counts as a poem....

No big mysterious title
No impossible thing to understand
I am being simple but big in words

Would you want to be known like that?
How about having tons of websites, that are only about you?
People think about you everyday! People watch you on there TV everyday!
But being a simple person
Making money off of the stuff you love

Sports
Acting
Music
Dancing
Art

Anything you want
And still being simple
I don't know about you
But I want that and I am going to get it
These small words can lead to big things
No one can walk out on there own story
You can't do it either
Think big friend

Yea you.
Your so mean to yourself when you talk.
Well look at it again because you were wrong.
Change the voices inside your head,
Because they are all wrong.

Stop comparing yourself to that girl or that guy.
Just because you aren't dating someone.
Just because you don't look like them.
Last time I checked you were you not them.

You are beautifully perfect in your own way.
Stop staring at the small flaws because,
Imperfections are simply beauty's in disguise.
Smile. Laugh. Ignore hatred from others.

If someone still hates you because you are happy well stick your finger in the air and say ***** that. People always hate for no reason and you can never do anything but ignore it.

Remember stressed is just dessert spelled backwards! Be happy. Be yourself.

Come to me child and follow me. Into the world of darkness and magic. With my powers to guide you there. Your hope, illusions and dreams. Dont be afraid to enter come inside. Lock the door after you and don't look back. Child, there is no way back. Mercy despair and pain trapping you here. No escape from your fate crushing and shattering your dreams. Hope is under the pool of your blood in witch no longer you can seek. Illusions? There is no such thing. In my world of darkness and magic. Might as well keep the last bit of life while you have it. Hatred and shadows of the dead wrapping around your body like chains. Dragging you farther and farther down. No one can feel your misery or hear your tragic screams. Oh my apologizes, Welcome my world of darkness and magic.