Empty,
Its like living inside a skin
With no beating heart inside.
Numb,
Trying to breathe air into your lungs,
and gasping for breath.
Nothing.
Sometimes that's all we feel.
Are we even people sometimes.
Or just empty vessels.
I wish sometimes i could find a way,
Find a way to make my soul feel alive,
Bring it back to life.
But some days its just not who i am
Some days I'm just lost in the darkness,
Never to find my way out.

I try and feel whats in my hearts of hearts
My deepest desires coming from the start
That i wish to be true, coming undone in the lies
Love, Whats in a word?
Is what i see before me the truest of hearts?
Or only what i wish to see,
To afraid to look deeper because of a darkness that hides inside.
I am one to be loved but does not wish love.
So many thoughts go through my mind
But what is right and wrong?
What is the truth to deep in my own mind to find the answers.
Am i lost?
Are we all lost?
Wishing to be found, But never making it so.
Paths.
But what one do i choose?
Chaos.
That's all that's left.