Im here
And i miss you
Like i always have
The same way it has always been
With you around
Or without
It's the same
The same sunken feeling of missing you
You know
The feeling rises to the surface at times
Just to let me know it's there
Teasing my ego
But it sinks back in again
So it's okay
You're still far away from where I am
You're not here
And your heart is skies away from mine..
My heart misses the beat of your heart
But it's still beating alone
Like it always has..

Oddly
I began to sleep less
Think more
Often sit down silently
Feeling my heart beat
Maybe I miss you

Or maybe I'm just hungry

You're not the only one
Staring into the blinding dark at night..

We're lost in ourselves..
We're lost in the ones we think we love..
And those ones are lost in us too..

You think you're lonely..
But you're not the only one..

Will you make me happy again?
Tell me
Tell me you miss me
Tell me how much you care

It's hard to feel when your mind is at fear

I don't want to lose you
I don't want to lose me

So tell me
Will these skies clear?

I'm tired
of waiting
of wishing you were here

Tell me

I fell..
I fell for your lies.
For all the words I loved,
Yet despised.
You told me you're near..
You told me you're here..
But you were miles away,
Flesh
and mind..

Wind pushed along the clouds..
The same way I budged myself through the light of day..

My thoughts have become a cliché..
Deemed, my mind is soon to decay..

Hazy.. lazy.. 
Shadowing time.. 
Tailing this lure.. through dusk and dawn.

I'm jaded.
I'm faded.
This world has got me shaded.

There's nothing I can do, 
but fight for my virtue.. wherethrough, dusk.. and dawn...