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1.2k · Aug 2013
MIND STATE TRIP
sapphiretesla Aug 2013
MY HEART STONE LIKE PYRAMIDS CANT BE REPLACED NOR MOVED/
I AM HIGH TO MYSELF HALO AROUND MY HEAD THAT I CANT PROVE/
MY FINGER MOVES IN WAVES LIKE OCEAN CRIES
AND MY TEARS DROPS LIKE FROZEN ICE/
MY LOVE HOLDS TO THE UP MOST OF STRESS/'WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS BUT I DO MY BEST/
MY ACTIONS OF THIS SO CALLED BEING IS BEING BROADCAST AROUND ONTO ANOTHER
PERSONS MENTAL TO DETERIORATE MY INTERIOR OF IMPERFECT EXISTENCE /
I AM BEING GAFFLED BY THE THE SINE SPACE AND TIME  JUDGE AT THE COURT BENCH
NO NEED WHEN BEING JUDGED BY THE HOMES OF LESS
YOUR OPTICAL ILLUSION OF ME IS LIKE A MAGIC TRICK THE CLOSER YOU LOOK THE FURTHER YOU GET IM WHAT THE EYE CANT READ NOT PAPER LETTERS NOR SCRIPT MY REALITY WOULD BE YOUR NIGHTMARE OF RAZOR AND ARMS OF DEEP SLITS BUT I SLIT MY LIPS SLIGHTLY ENCLOSING SECRETS THAT CANT BE ECRYPT LETTING GO OF DEVILS BREATH HE HOLD INSIGHT ME I LET GO NOT HOLDING GRIP MY MENTAL READ BETWEEN LINES LIKE BREAKING INTO A COMPUTER OF CODES CANT USB MY BRAIN CHIP EXTRACT YOUR ENTER INTUITION AND BLUNTLY TELL YOU THAT "I KNOW" I AM A HACKER OF YOUR MENTAL GAMES AND YOUR HYPNOSIS CANT WORK WITH A BROKEN SOUL I WORK AROUND YOU PEOPLE WHO DOUBT ME BUT IM INVISIBLE BLACK LIGHTS AND TAPE TO RIP TO FIND MY FINGERPRINTS PLAYING IN YOUR MENTAL I TAKE THE TREATMENT LIKE WHIPS AND SLITS AGAINST THE BACK OF MY FATHERS SOUL MY MOM ALWAYS TOLD ME THIS SAYING YOU GOT YOUR FATHERS NOSE I UNDERSTAND HER NOW MORE THAN EVER KNOWN I SMELL EVIL BEFORE ITS BEING SHOWN DO UNDERESTIMATE MY INTELLIGENCE I SAY I WRITE WITH PENS THAT LEAK ANCIENT SOULS I MAY WRITE ALOT MORE STORIES YOU WOULD SWEAR I WAS OLDER THAN GOLD THE VALUE OF MY FINGERS COST MORE THEN MY LIPS AND THEY WOULD LOVE TO CUT THEM OFF CUHZ I WRITE TO MUCH SENSE AS IF MY FINGERS HAVE EYES THAT CROSS THE WORLD AND BEEN THREW A DRAMATIC MYTH I COME TO YOU WITH MY SUBCONSCIOUS   MIND WITH MY CONSCIOUS. FINGERS AND TIPS GIVING YOU A PEACE OF MY MIND TRIP
457 · Aug 2013
I AM!!!
sapphiretesla Aug 2013
WHO AM I?


I AM THE LONG STORIES SITTING UP AT NIGHT THE DISTURBED
SLEEP I AM THE WHISPERS WHEN THE TEARS HITS THE FLOOR
I AM THE IMAGE IN THE CLOUDS YOU CANT DEFINE BUT IGNORE
I AM THAT LONG WRITTEN STORY YOU
FAILED TO COMPLETE TO READ I AM
THE PEN THAT NEVER WENT OUT OF INK BUT YOU PUT ME DOWN ANYWAYS
I AM THE PAIN OF THE SECRETS I TOLD YOU I AM THE BLOOD ON THE RAZOR
I SHOWN YOU I AM HURT I AM LOVE THAT IS REFUSED TO BE LET IN EVERY HELL HOME REJECTS MY ENERGY OF LOVE ITS SO HARD FOR THEM TO LET IN
I AM THE REASON WHY THEY FALL APART THE REASON WHY THEY CANT LET GO I AM LOVE WHEN IT HURT LIKE RAZOR CUTS I AM LOVE WHEN REJECTED AT THE DOOR I
AM LOVE WHEN YOU CANT DEFINE MY ACTIONS IT IS
LOVE BUT YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO REACT TO IT I AM .....
416 · Jan 2015
Lost
sapphiretesla Jan 2015
My voice shakes as u appear to b gone my heart crumble every beat who am I without you what am I without you my soul left my body as I sit and watch the ceiling making images out of dried paint thinking to myself what to do for the day nothing I'm lost in these four walls of memories and thoughts trying to smell u again trying to touch you again trying to be you with me again and I still find myself lost trying to reach out to videos and pictures hoping they talk back holding and hugging myself in the bath thinking of past love and fights we had that means nothing when I'm lost lost without you talking to myself trying to feel good thinking to myself like your near I love you so much and don't know what to do I'm so lost lost without u ....

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