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Santhosh Jun 2020
I’m sorry for all those things I did.
I’m sorry…
For poking out too much which I thought as giving bounteous attention.
I’m sorry…
For irritating you to a point where you lost control without me giving a try to understand you.
I’m sorry…
For asking things may be which I wasn’t supposed to, but instead catch on without being told.
I’m sorry…
For not knowing what to speak.
I’m sorry…
For not knowing how to react.
I’m sorry…
For not knowing when to ask.
I’m sorry…
For not being in such situation where I cared for someone may be to know what had happened to them and the sole reason for their twisted swings in their mood… if so, I could have known you to the best.
I’m sorry…
For noticing you being “NOT OKAY” and annoying you like a kid asking you the same, till I get the hoped-for answer even on getting one on the front-end itself.
I’m sorry…
For putting efforts to know the reason behind may be to help you out, instead of trying humor may be which could bring smile on your face.
I’m sorry…
If there is something out of my hands which wasn’t intentional at all but just out of misunderstanding.
I’m sorry…
For all these sorries when these sorries don’t just mean to say sorry for nothing…
But to tell you…
That EGO is just a word when it’s you, that I care for you…
And… your smile brings smile on other faces too…
Santhosh May 2020
After all this ends and everything comes to the normal pace again...
We will meet...
After 3 long months which aren’t just 3...
We will meet again...
No formal call of waiting...
No formal text of asking...
I will be at our place standing, waiting for you to come...
And you, in my frame...
When everything around you fades out…
Like a bright flower just blossomed...
I see you coming towards me...
And smile which wasn’t on my face till then...
Widens out with a light speed...
Seeing you...
And the tears on the edge of eye lids...
Which aren’t visible enough due to the distance...
Trying to wipe those off...
You coming towards me...
My heart losing its control...
With you coming closer…
Holding on my breathe...
Rapid fluctuations...
To kiss you...
Hug you tight...
Hold your hand...
Just to tell you...
That I missed you...
More than I ever thought that I could miss myself...
You asking me how I am...
And me replying with a FINE...
And not asking you in back...
May be because I get totally lost in your sight...
Waving your hand...
Gesturing to meet at the spot in the evening...
You left to your class...
And me...
Just staring at you leaving...
And speaking a lot without a movement of lips with nothing left unsaid...
Just in the mind...
I MISSED YOU!

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