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(the voices say not to take heed)
but do I ever listen
(the dark deep pits of the human soul)
I'll listen I said
(was it a good idea no it was not)
I'll listen to the abyss
(you'll find it staring back at you)
I can be in touch with that side of myself
(no you can't no one can)
I'll be fine
(no)
you're safe here, nothing's going to harm you
i'll make sure of that
(i can't believe some of the experiences you've had
the trauma you've survived
the way your mind's turned on you
over and over again)
every blessing seems to have
turned to a curse
and yet you manage
(externally at least)
to maintain a facade
of normalcy
(and internally)
of caring of love of rapt curiosity
we've both been here for the same number of years
and i still can't manage to be
as beautiful
as you
dedicated to my best friend
I'm going to cut your face in half
(you'll never know what hit you)
It'll happen when you least expect it
(you can try to pretend you knew)
It could happen in the bedroom
(soft beds aren't so comfortable after all)
It could happen in the kitchen
(the warmth can cause mood swings)
It could happen in the library
(all that knowledge can never help you)
I'm going to tear your heart out
(and there's nothing you can do to stop me)
sitting outside, staring at the stars
it’s almost midnight and
i’m not supposed to be here but
the night sky always draws me into its
eternal abyss
when i’m older and have my own house,
i’ll make sure that it’s somewhere
where the stars aren't obscured by city lights
i’ll have a skylight in my bedroom so that
in the minutes just before
i fall asleep
i’ll be able to look up at the sky
at our past, present, and future
and know that everything
will be okay
this is what i’m thinking about
when i am getting the first injection
the one to put me to sleep
this is where i am in my
uneasy unconsciousness
this is where i am pulled out of
when i wake up
only to be told that my body is
rejecting the foreign tissues
this is where i will go very soon
when i die
i will become a star
shining in the sky
watching humanity
waiting to guide
the lost souls
on Earth
originally a flash fiction piece but edited into a poem
You sit close to me but not quite touching
Your graceful fingers drum on the table
So many opportunities blooming
And you make me feel so safe and stable

Please don’t leave me feeling so forsaken
The way you smile and laugh is my sunshine
I wish one day you would just awaken
I am waiting for your lips upon mine

But alas, you can never be my love
I am selfish for wanting you forever
So I’ll just sit here, like a mourning dove
Why’d I ever think I was so clever?

Don’t think badly of me, ‘cause above all,
Loving you has been my only downfall
written for my creative writing class
(our thoughts are not our own)
fur blood sweat tears bone skin feathers
dizzy heights are not to be expected
I'll be seeing you, she croons, in all the
old familiar places
(my wrist smells of a man who does not belong to me)
the skull grins back in our staring contest
of gloom of death
no one understands
(it taunts me)
no one knows
(you are all infinitely beautiful)

— The End —