Capacity of tears
Our bad foundation
Contribution to
Our daily sadness
That led to
Abundance of bruises

Sleepless nights
Are now considered
As normal nights
A wink addressed
As lucky day
For the thoughts
Are too many to
Give me rest

Yet, It's all done
And can't be reversed
I agreed at first
For I knew not
About the future
And the pain in all

Love is our root
That we planted
Joyfully with smiles
That we happily grew
Not knowing it
Was our red rose
Until it grew thorns
Which hurt our souls

Maybe the distance
Distanced everything
As I now know less
And less is spoken
Like silence ever
Breath a word

It's hard to live
With the guilt
It's hard to live
With ignorance

Departed is my soul
from its body,
undersand I do not......

Lost I am
not knowing my true tradition
confused I am about my genes
well,im made of genes of two people
yet im only sure about one person.

Abandoned I have been.....
your presence I do not know
your voice I cant trace
hence I only heard it then and you disapeared
even your ****** appearance I can not spot

painfull it gets for every reason
in every season. Never do I get that conditional love
since your presence lacks at every condition

pity I cried till my eyes fell off
searched everywhere I did till I felt
There is no use

your love is everything I've ever crave for
But the indefinable opposite is all I've ever got

short of words I am
Describe you I can not
cause I know nothing about you

fatherless I feel
yet I have a father
even though everything proves I'm fatherless
I still do have a father

Little is my faith
that ill ever know you

im lost and you know it
but never do you try to find me

even though you brought me into this world
I still feel im in a different world from yours

im lost and you.......

Its hard
I drove through the path of expression
And reached the distination
Of locked doors
I never reached to my impressions

I had no solution to all the situations
I faced the world of complications
And got the situation more complecated

At some point
I faced too many disapointments
Because u never recognised me
Yet i craved for your recognition

I wish i could forget about you.
I wish i could look at you in a different way.
I wish i could look at you and feel nothing.
But its a pity i cant forget about you.
I cant look at you in a different way.
And i feel plenty of indefinable feelings everytime i see you and i cant let go.

Admision has always been my desire,
But rejection always has a loud voice.
And using poetic language has always been the best way to express my feelings and impress my beloved ones

I chose to render
Rather than to
Surrender

Love happens to be abad thing
Since its hard to impress people
We wanna share it with

Its hard
I drove through the path of expression
And reached the destination of locked doors
I never reached to my impressions

I had no solution to all the situations
I faced the world of complications
And got the situation more complicated

At some point
I faced many disapointments
Because you never recognized me
Yet i craved for your recognition

I wish i could forget about you.
I wish i could look at you in a different way.
I wish i could look at you and feel nothing.
But its a pity i can't forget about you.
I can't look at you in a different way.
And i feel plenty of indefinable feeling everytime i look at you

Admision has always my desire
But rejection always has a loud voice.
And using poetic language has always been the best way
To express my feelings and impress my beloved ones

I choose to render
rather than to surrender

Love happens to be a bad thing
Since its hard impress
People we wanna share it with