I could have done
something I wanted
to do something
but I didn't
you where and still
are the most wonderful
person that I had ever
cross paths with.

I could have seized
your heart once again
but I didn't not only
was I mentally chained
but I physically free
at will I could have made
you love me once
more .

all I just wanted to
see was your smile
I missed you now I
know that you are happy
with your life and that
made me "cool"
I love u but letting you
go at that moment seemed
like a good idea be free
enjoy what the Lord
has created for I wont
be around anymore
to cause you pain and
say Im sorry the bad memories
make good ones I
know that I might never get
someone as lovely
as you but I hope one day
will be one day I cry
the tears of a man
but I know everything will
be alright with me .

I could have done something.

I woke up to a bright sunny
Day the sun was in me
And by that time none of
The voices in my head have
Have noticed that im awake
It was a normal cloudy blue
Day with my brother snoring
In his room as i made my bed
And walked gently down the passage
With my bare feet and half clothed
Body i heard a bird singing a beautiful song when i got to
The bathroom i looked at my self a vision just ticked everything i have
Every desired was their 30000 people shouting my name, jay! Jay! Jay!
,when the vision vanished in a blink of an eye, leaving my mouth wide open my body a statue and my face a picture my soul roketing up to space and my heart changing melodies by then i had realized that i was famous but yet unknown.

gone u r
ur tender kindness is gone
ur love n care is gone
our future together is gone
started of as a great couple ended
up as just frndz
even though iv broken ur heart i alwys thnk
abt ur lovely whispering voice telling me
to aim for success and be the best surely it broke my heart to let u go but i know
that one day it will be fixed n back in good conditions but for now i give it to my Lord God
gone u r from my hands slipped ryt from my paulms
gone r the days of love
gone u r

goodbye

inspired by the nation
I wonder if I'll get their
the road is blurry I
try to look behind the
unknown I see a path
with no end
that future is bright my
journey still sprinkles the
blessings I my life for me to
pick up

inspired by the nation
I wonder what's next my
life holds Wonderes and mysteries
the question is what's gonna
happen next?

I woke up to a bright sunny
Day the sun was in me
And by that time none of
The voices in my head have
Have noticed that im awake
It was a normal cloudy blue
Day with my brother snoring
In his room as i made my bed
And walked gently down the passage
With my bare feet and half clothed
Body i heard a bird singing a beautiful song when i got to
The bathroom i looked at my self a vision just ticked everything i have
Every desired was their 30000 people shouting my name, jay! Jay! Jay!
,when the vision vanished in a blink of an eye, leaving my mouth wide open my body a statue and face my a picture my saul roketing up to space and my heart changing melodies by then i had realized that i was famous but yet unknown.

freedom we
are told that freedom
was fought for back in
the days but its a lie

freedom will never
be experienced we are always
trapped mentally and physically
freedom never existed

it exist in our human conscious
and imagination freedom
never came we are trapped
but we feel like we are free

freedom is a myth that
was given unto us to make
a story out of it

Im am not
Ordinary a billion
People in this blue
Plant and i was the
One who sees
The reality of being my
Individual me i am overwhelmed
When im alone
The people of this world will
Never understad me
I am out of a thousand i was put
Besides not that im the chosen
One but because i love my privacy
I dont follow the heard
I follow the star i was concieved
And raised alone not that
Im stranded island but