I want to go back.
Back to when things were simple.
When I didn't have to worry about school
or jobs
or money
or love.
I want to go back to the time when all I worried about was
what games I was going to play with my friends.
I want to go back to when I didn't have to worry.
I want to go back to when I couldn't worry at all.
I want to go back to when I couldn't do anything.
couldn't cry
couldn't laugh
couldn't think.
I want to go back to when I didn't exist.
because back then
I was nothing
and being nothing
is peaceful.