I was always guarded
Always planning
Always alone
She came to me
She ripped apart my walls
She made me forget my barriers
I was free I was no longer alone
I fell out of my throne
Surrounded by great walls
No longer was I captive in my own mid
She made me live
She made me smile
She made me forget why
Why I built my barriers

I told her I missed her today
She still hasn't replied
I feel that her affection has swayed
I feel I may have died

I told her I missed us today
She still hasn't replied
I assume she's just away
It's not me on which she relies

I told her I missed our talks today
She probably won't reply
I hope I see again some day
Or I guess it's a worth a try.

I told them death
They gave me life
They gave me the struggles of pain
Of a never ending strife

I begged for mercy
They gave me none
They gave me the slow never ending trauma
Just to show they could have fun

I begged for light at the end of the tunnel
They closed off the entrance and watched
As I ran to end towards the light
They gave me hope
They tore it away
They sealed the exit and I was forever trapped in darkness
I begged. I pleaded.
I wished,
For her to return
They heard my prayer and granted one but only one
The way was opened.
I am to never see her again.

Don't forget the time we shared
When we were together
Don't leave behind all the care
Of when we would dance
Don't forget who I was
But forge who I am
And remember our time

Don't forget the words
We shared together
They fall apart and fly like birds
Since you left
You took it all now set me free
I don't want to have to remember
What we had

A line a flash that's all I see
When you lie here next to me
I don't know which words to say
As we wait for the break of day
A streak a zip through my mind
And you're the only one I can find
A love like yours can never be wrong
I'm glad I had waited so long
I'll give you everything
Everything I am
And my love
Accept it
If you can

Her body lies so close to mine
She makes me feel weak
The smell of her hair her arm wrapped around me
It feels, oh so divine
She whimpers on her sleep just a soft sound
She slightly stirs frightened
A nightmare has been found
She looks around and hopes in still sleeping
She feels embarrassed
She hopes I don't see her weeping
I take her up into my arms and I whisper to her
"My dear oh my dear
You should not fear
The light day will soon be here
And I will always be near"
She lies in my arms slowly drifting back
And I kiss her lips as she starts to sleep
In a silent slumber
She oh so needs.

The time it took for me to fall
Was the time it took for you to call
The meaningless words I would always say
They would leave you smiling the rest of that day
And yet now here we are
Where your just outside my car
You wanted to leave but I couldn't let you
But I had to watch, as you walked away.
Now I'm here thinking to myself
"How could I let her get away?"
But now I understand the price I'd pay
To get you back in my arms
I would go through any harm
And any pain
Just so I could gain
you
I miss you.

I told her I missed her today
She still hasn't replied
I feel that her affection has swayed
I feel I may have died

I told her I missed us today
She still hasn't replied
I assume she's just away
It's not me on which she relies

I told her I missed our talks today
She probably won't reply
I hope I see again some day
Or I guess it's a worth a try.