The day I found out my grandmother died was like taking everything in me twisting it up and trowing it off the roller coaster ride of life I never felt that way before I didn't know how to take it just listening to my parents explain it she was laying on the bed just hours after we left the line went straight and a long beep to follow it moments later we got a call saying "man, we lost her". Tear after tear roller down my cheek I just lost one of the strongest women in my life and at that moment I know life is not no fairy tale no once apon a time. I know that life can end on you in just a matter of time.

I remember when I was a kid I had a dream and one dream only it was to be a basketball player no exceptions, homie but as I was getting older that dream was killin me slowly and there was one thing that I remembered and that was WORK HARD and u did that but it felt like I was missing something so I had to stop and think for a while Is this really my decision because a dream can tear you apart and block everything else out so I had to get away for a little because a dream is just a dream until it gets you I situations you've never seen.

The hard times in life are yet to come you either be man and face it or be a sucker and run. Pains always gonna be there no matter how you deal with it and that's were you put your mind soul and body to the test you either face them or crash like the rest. **** don't always come easy you will have to work for it one way or another either when your younger or older best advise don't go hiding under the covers.