i’ve got an itching to create
more and more scars across
my wrist
thighs,
hips,
but i have to hold back because
i cannot achieve greatness by
hurting myself and loathing myself

i’ve learnt to love myself but we all
have our horrid moments at 4:52am
thinking of how it all was and how we
don’t know how it all will be.

YOU LOOK SO GOOD IN SKINNY JEANS 
YOU ALSO LOOK GOOD WITH YOUR    
HANDS AROUND MY WAIST                       
AND TONGUE IN MY MOUTH                   

s.w

you were a poisonous boy
who fed off girls innocence
and once you’d fed, you spit
them back out stripped of all
innocence and esteem and
let them out into the world
broken, battered and bruised.
just like you did me.

s.w

I'm always so cold
if I could just kiss you
one last time, I know
that the fire inside of me
will be ignited so bright
that it'll burn for the world

s.w

WHY ARENT I OVER YOU ITS BEEN TWO ******* YEARS
YOU DONT EVEN TALK TO ME ANYMORE                                
YOU DONT EVEN ******* CARE ABOUT ME                          

YOU MADE THAT CLEAR WHEN YOU DECIDED DRUGS WERE
SO MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAN BEING THERE FOR ME    
YOU MADE IT CLEAR WHEN YOU HAD YOUR                              
TONGUE DOWN HER MOTHER ******* THROAT                    

SO WHY THE **** DO I STILL CARE FOR YOU                                
AND THINK OF YOU WHEN YOU PROBABLY HAVENT                  
THOUGHT OF ME SINCE I LOOKED YOU IN THE EYES                      
AND TOLD YOU I NEEDED YOU

AND YOU WALKED AWAY

S.W

i believe we were meant to fall in love
the way a hurricane is meant for destruction
or the way rain crashes down mid-winter

we were meant to destroy each other
the way two young hearts do when
they collide with the force of destiny

S.W