I hate knowing that
every part of me
has been tainted
by you

and that nobody
could ever burn
the memory of them
into me

the way you burnt
yourself into my
head into my body
into my entire being.

S.W

I can't stop thinking
about the next time
I see your face

I can rehearse
and rehearse
what I'll do
what I'll say

but all I'll know
is that you
didn't
stay.
S.W

it's 6:56am and I can't stop thinking
about the way you held me
at 6:56am on January 25th
and how complete I felt
with your arms around
me and my heart
in your hands

but now it's 6:58am
and I can't stop thinking
about the way you crushed
my heart on March 4th
and how lost I felt with
no arms around me
and my heart still
in your hands
S.W

i once broke a glass table top
i watched all the pieces scatter
as i stood in shock with
blood dripping down my hands

and i think thats how a heart breaks
the pieces scatter and you find
yourself stood in shock with
blood dripping down your
hands.
S.W

you’re 10534 miles
away
except you know
10 more things
about me than
anyone else
i’ve ever met.

you make me laugh
5 times louder
than all
of those around
me

and if you add
34 + 34 + 34
that makes 102
and thats how many
days until you’re
0 miles away.

S.W

i wrote about you again,
hell, I’m even doing it
right now, because
for some reason,

I can’t get rid of you
you’re inside the deepest
corners of my heart
and i cannot get
and do not

want you out.
S.W

its 5:31am and all i can think of
is your head between my thighs
and my hands in your hair
exhaling all the bad thoughts away
as your tongue works all the
words you cant say
into my soul
S.W