Betrayal is not just a stab in the back
It’s a slap in the face
In public
How?

Why would someone do that to another person?

It feels like someone stabbed you in the back
Fixed the wound
Then stabbed it again
Just so they could enjoy watching the pain
Themselves

Knowing they inflected it themselves
Betrayal causes scars
Scars that can never go away
The wound may heal

The scar will always be that reminder
Of who did this to you
But how could someone do this to you

Some people give with all their heart
May care with all their heart
But in the end their heart has a scar
And they get hurt he most

From the betrayal
They may change forever

So before you betray someone
Stop
And
Think
You could change a kind hearted person forever

And yourself will never know what if?
What if I do this?
How will it affect the other person

You might just leave a scar forever
But you’ll never know
Unless you do the right thing to begin with

Every action has an opposite reaction
You never know what will happen
When you leave a scar in someone heart

Every betrayal begins with trust.
Maybe you can’t trust this person
You trust and you may loose

But now you know one thing
THE TRUTH

-Copyright Sam Schemmel

No one knows me
No one knows who I am really
No one will ever know.
I am caged by society


I’m trapped
I can’t break free from these chains
I never have been able to
Never will be able to

There’s another side of me
Struggling to come out
She cant break out
She wants to be free

No matter how desperately she trys
There is no escape
You can’t escape from yourself
Your heart has be hurt to bad to bear
And as she trys to break free she is still bound by her chains
No matter what

How can I escape a cage in myself?
I’m trapped
In myself
I
Am
Caged
-Copyright Sam Schemmel

Oh little woman
So sweet and innocent
For so they think

But I know the truth
Little on the outside

Dark and cruel on the inside
Oh please little woman
Come back to me

There is still hope
Before the evil soul takes control forever

The dark little woman has risen
The light one has fallen

Where has she fallen to?
Why no one knows exactly

But you must find her
Before she dies
In what is now your darkened heart

At the bottomless pit of your soul
There is good

Somewhere
But where?

Leave Little woman
Come back little angel

I miss you

-Copyright Sam Schemmel

People think I am a
goody goody
*****

I don't know these people
There words stab me like a sword in my life

They think they know who I am
They do not know what I have been through

I am kicking
screaming
Wondering
WHY

Why would someone wanna do this to me
what have I done to you

and how can I fix it

I know I am not perfect
but I am proud to be me
know one can take that away form me

Ever


Copyright - Sam Schemmel

He got to me
Its ok he said
It won't hurt

You'll be ok
He grabbed me

He scared me for life
He got to me
and I let him

I wake up with a bright idea know the reality of something terrible is going to happen
I can't stand it much longer
Here I go put on my wardrobe just to be judged by society and
i know
i am ruined
people can not accept who I am now it is time for my clothes my mask should I be happy or sad today
I don't know it is not gonna matter i am still going to be judged and life will always be there
i always have my mask to hide my scars because I am a teen this is my life i am my mask
i am a teen
I still must face the world
No matter what life throws at me
I fall in love to easy
Always end u getting dissappointed
We have all these hopes and dreams and
Reality

hits us like a ton of bricks

Tumbling down we go

Into the threshold of our emotions


Copyright - Samantha Schemmel

I have trusted
I have lost
I have ******* up
I have lost control
NOT ANYMORE

I lost sight of what matters
i can't stand it any longer
I need to get back to me

I don't even know who that is
I lost her
Please come back real me
I am crying and screaming out for you
I am so upset I can't take it anymore
I give up......

Help me
Before fake me takes control
Forever
Maybe she already has


-Sam Schemmel

I am a rose so elegant and sweet
You may not notice me at first
I have my ways like everyone else
I start off in my life like everyone else
As a poor little bud not knowing how I am going to turn out
Or what is going to happen to me
How am I going to turn out?
I will not know

We all start out the same
It all starts with one little bud and
It grows into two and continues
We all become a bush like family
No
They aren’t like family
They are family
We all grow into one bush together

I start off as my stem
Eventually grow into my insecure bud
Where I begin to blossom
Become one of a kind
Grow into myself and be
Original

I still am not sure whom I can trust
I have my thorns to   protect me
To keep my guard up
To protect myself

I am shy
Scared
Timid

I want to bloom so fast and amazing
It takes me days to come
The ones who are not there
Make me close
The ones who are there make me open

I finally bloom
Ready to face the world
Show the world how beautiful I am
Impress them with my confidence
Dazzle them by my personality

I am a Rose

- Copyright Sam Schemmel

I use to not care
I use to think boys were gross

I use to no wear make up
or straighten my hair

I use to be me

what happened to me

Copyright - Sam Schemmel

Who really cares
Who can you count on

What is in this world
Who is in this world

Who are the monsters
Who are real

Ever Wonder
Who are you
Stop and think

Always Wonder

Copyright - Samantha Schemmel